hey. i'm 51 and know exactly how u feel. addaroll xr/zoloft changed my life 4yrs ago. instant focus. than run with it. talk to your wife or close friend so you don't get stuck. exercise. look for a job that can pay you the money you need. than go to school online to get education u need to get job. i went back to school fulltime at 40. i'm a massage therapist now. i love my job. and that was before the adderall legal and drug problems. The addaroll xr was key. not the generic brand. almost ruined me. try itView Thread