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I am a nineteen year old female who is in a relationship and is dealing with panic disorder. This community really helps me. So to tell you a little about myself..I have been experiencing really bad anxiety and panic since i was 17 years old. (after the passing of my father)
When i was younger i dabbled with alot of street drugs. I now feel like everytime i get a panic attack i feel like i am back stuck in one of those "bad trips". Everything around me gets really dark and gloomy! My symptoms are sweaty palms, hot rush through my body, rapid heartbeat, tummy ache, tingling sensation, trouble breathing. I have tried CBT which seemed to help a little but was still getting the physical symptoms. (I did learn how to "control my thoughts") I was then referred to a psychiatrist and was then prescribed 1mg xanax four times daily. I only take .5 once daily for the fear of getting addicted! specially at such a young age. They say that Panic Disorder is hereditary which must be true, both my mother and father have/had panic disorder. I am learning to cope with this but sometimes i just feel like it over takes me. Its so weird i never feel panic if im at work or cleaning and organizing at home. I believe it is because i am keeping my mind busy. I think i have PTSD from having bad experiences on drugs. Everytime i get an attack i go and look at my pupils in the mirror. I have no clue why though. i guess just to make sure that im alive, lol idk! (FYI:Your pupils can dialate while having a panic attack because of the fight or flight response.) From what i understand when you are getting a panic attack your body believes you are in danger. Your hearing gets broad, your vision gets sharp to even sometimes light hurts. Its like our adreneline button gets left on the "ON" side. I do not believe i will ever be completely healed but i do believe one day i will have so much control of my thought pattern i will conquer this life hindering condition. For now i have an amazing mom and a terrific boyfriend to lean on in time of need. Although its like im always wondering when my next one will be, or where for that matter. For anyone out there feeling like you are going crazy or are alone..YOU ARE NOT!! dont give up hope.
Helpful Things i do while getting an attack
*Yoga/Deep Breathing/Meditation
*Warm Bath
*Crying
*Being hugged
*Confirmation(i.e "Your ok, Your healthy, & there is nothing wrong with you physically"
*Cleaning or Organizing
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My Panic and Anxiety disorder makes me feel like im going crazy. Like i literally sometimes feel like checking myself into the psych ward! I have been to the urgent care at least 10 times in the past year cause i always feel like i am going to die.
Panic symptoms i get when getting a panic attack:
Warm feeling rushes through my body
Hands get cold and sweaty
Vision gets fuzzy
Light really hurts my eyes
i feel like i can hear the littlest sounds (i.e buzzing, ticking)
Dizzy
Feeling like running
Feels like things around me get dark and scary
Racing thoughts
Headaches
Everytime i get a new symptom i think that it is some other medical condition..which sucks

I have started washing my hands constantly cause i think things like cleaning products will soak through my skin and poison me
Its soo weird i mostly get panic attacks at night
I am prescribed 1mg xanax 4 times daily but i only take a .5 at night to help me sleep and be calm at night.
When i am getting a panic attack i try to think 'Ok this is just another attack..you have had one before and you will get through it" I also do deep breathing.
Im 19 and this condition sometimes feel like it overpowers me
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Panic symptoms i get when getting a panic attack:
Warm feeling rushes through my body
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Geeze wish i could have a new brain..View Thread

P.s Now that ive been on the zoloft i feel like my vision has been weird. I dont know if this is just my anxiety or an actual side effect. I feel like im looking at everything really like zoney n spacey. like im straining my eyes. & the insomnia is aweful.
Its 2:50 am. i cant sleep and i feel like im not in my body. These side effects are making me feel weird ugh
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P.s Now that ive been on the zoloft i feel like my vision has been weird. I dont know if this is just my anxiety or an actual side effect. I feel like im looking at everything really like zoney n spacey. like im straining my eyes. & the insomnia is aweful.View Thread

im really hoping this will help me. Your going to have side effects for about two weeks so if the hot rushes dont stop by then i would see your dr. Also keep a journal record..For instance like what time you took your pill and how you felt throughout the day. write down every symptom you experience. write if it was a good or bad day too. Hope you feel better.View ThreadSee Related Mental Health Communities
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