I'm going to tell little more about me. I'm still living this damn life and suffering these symptoms. What I want to mention is that I haven't felt any of these symptoms when I haven't tought about them. For example I felt like having no energy this summer but nothing bad with my heart. Only when I heard my mom and grandpa talking about heart attack Only next day I started feeling pain in my chest.(though I felt pain in my chest rarely like once a month). But these days I felt it like every 5 minutes or often. Next day I read about heart muscle desease and after that I felt like I'm dying, cauching came out of nowhere (that was one of the symptoms). And so most of the symptoms came. But these symptoms were and still are changing each other. Even pain is not in one place it is all over chest. Mostly in left side. I felt like I'm fainting and I remember I was thinking oh pls I better feel like I'm breathing hard. And when hard breathing came to me I'm thinking oh pls fainting was better. And so symptoms switch. Nowadays I feel hard breathing and caughing (well its not quite like I must do it but its like something is in my throat and tickle in there like cmon im coing to caugh but IDK if I'm doing it). A lot of unexplainable feelings.... Also I have very vivid imagination. It might be cause for some of this but also might be key out!! I remember night when I wanted sex so bad. And I actually had it. Feeling was so real and it was like I was doing it with some hot girl but all it was is just imagination. Also I was able to make me dizzy with imagination. Nowadays I can make me undizzy with it. Like I make symetricly opposite balance move in my head. What cleans my dizzines but takes some of my concentration... Also I would like to say some theorys of mine: Deja vu might be thing that switches worlds and that is why we are imortal. Only other people die to us. But none of them really dies they just go to other world. And just thinking of who made this (world, universe, etc...) There is everything. All must be infinite. So anything is possible/impossible. So if brain or subcounscious built our bodys they TOTALY can rebuild them. But brains just are not programmed to do it. (Old people must die and young and strong live). So we need to think to the max and stop searching for desease. And we need to make our brain, subcounscious rebuild our bodys. Renew them to their default what would be natural. (because anything away from healthty is unnatural). Aggression, Rage, all evil emotions also helps killing anxiety (of course not outraging your nerves). How about thinking like: "fk" this anxiety I don't CARE if I will die! Cmon lets see what happens why should I wait more! Give me this challange! Show me what you can anxiety!!! or whatever it is.... No point of searching. We need to know what we are heading for. We need our lifes back! And so I will fight this damn ANXIETY! I will kill it!! I have told myself I will be TURISMO! (universal) the one I want to be. I cannot be defeated by such "Sht" anxiety.... I will kill it!! My life is good I said so and it will be so or I will die better trying than living with this!! I will go to one good psychologics that should give me some medicine from anxiety. And all I need is just my Imagination, energy and emotions back. I don't care about anything else. I will show that damn anxiety! Or it will kill me... But Noone have to suffer from it and it has to come to its end. I think as it were a person. And did a lot of bad work. So now it still gonna meet its doom... I don't take any medication. I live my life and I try to screw on it. But I'm really sick of it and MAD! I want to kill everything here! When I'm raging I feel better. Or when I play computer games, am working and busy...etc.. So anyway guys. I will tell you what I do and if I'm lucky with killing this damn anxiety. And I know we all will be fine.. And so people after us...
I'm 18 years old male and I'm suffering I think same things. I was living crazy life. A lot of suffering inside. Unlucky with my parents, money, girlfriend. My goals were all way over human limits. I wanted to be nearly undying. I wanted to have whatever I want. I wanted to have control over things. I wanted world. i knew that imagination is a key to start. I wanted my imagination to be at its maximum. I was dreaming everyday. And with every dream my emotions were maxed. My feelings were doubled (I felt things in my dreams and in real world). I could transform to spider and feel my spider body. I could think multiple and etc.... I was dreaming everyday and every time i do it I was sweating I got exhausted from that. I always felt feelings. Always maxed brains power. Always forcing always intense... And so. But not a single health problem. Well higher blood presure was the problem. But it was normal when I was relaxed. So thats how I lived. And it all started 6 months ago it was May 26th of 2013. After raging on my sister and grandma like 1 hour later I felt strange tickle in my chest later it became feeling of push. I got scared and with fear I went to sleep. But I couldnt sleep I just felt so afraid. So I went to my computer and turned it on I watched MR. Bean for like 10 minutes and then I felt like its so bad I can't handle it after some time I felt short of breath and barely could breath. Fear increased (it was almost like I cried and asked God to help me I don't wanna die pls!!) I was walking around I tried to breathe air from outside but it didn't helped me much... (all times vefore when that happened breating air from outside always helped and it was always summer when that happened so because of stuffy air). After a lot of walking I went to bed and somehow I gone sleeping. In morning I felt good like always but once I woke up and got out of my bed I felt like I'm gonna die from this shortness of breath. So I went to hospital. They made KardioGram, took my blood and later took inside photo of my lungs. They said nothing is bad exept some things in my blood.So after day in hospital everything was fine exept breathing. Like every 8 seconds I had to breath in fully (like to max my lung capacity) only then I felt good. And So I felt 2 weeks after that I was fine until 26th of July 2013. I came back from Uk at 17 of July and at 26th I've had my driving test. I passed it but I was so nervous. Later that day my head was aching so hard.. And at like 23:00 I went sleep. I couldnt sleep because I was afraid of these breathing feelings. But somehow I gone sleeping. Next day I felt like I had no energy in me. And Sunday I was with my cousin so I felt good. Monday night I felt very bad again. I cant explain that feeling but it's like I can't take it anymore. And same feeling whole week then I was fine for like 4 days again. But Saturday I went to visit my old granma who had some brain problems and she couldnt think she was talking anything. Few words then some more words. After that I got my brain illness. I started to feel like I'm becoming crazy. And So I felt like 1 week and 2 days. Then 3 days good again. And after that depression feelings. Always bad emotions and so for a week. Then one week I felt fine again. Now it became even worse at 9th of september. It was monday night (before I drunk can of beer and some milk) That night I felt like my heart is bad like I'm going to die. (day before my grandpa and mom was talking about heart attacks so I remembered that). Then somehow I calmed down myself. And gone sleeping. At morning My symptoms started and I still feel symptoms.
Physical symptoms I felt: Pain in chest Dizziness Shortness of breath Totaly tired No energy in me like faintint like my heart will stop Some unexplinable feelings in my left side of chest Like I'm not in this world Everything in my eyes got darker head is under preasure caughing (no need sometimes but just feel it)
doctors said my heart is fine but i can't believe it.View Thread