I would like some help in specifically identifying what mental "disorder" I might have. I have received mixed responses from therapists and friends in the past, and would like some more input. Here is a small list of things I do that I have compiled recently. Thank you!
Random habit Scrunching forehead Kissing arm/hand obsessively for no reason
messing with particular region of hair for minutes at a time, doing nothing else no symmetry, just that region on one side of head same thing with picking at beard, biting pencils and pens
constant grinding of teeth
when taking notes or playing video games, always touching certain nearby object every minute or so constantly erasing and re-writing notes
always counting in fours when doing something, everything is 4 ex: tapping foot, looking at certain things in line of vision in elementary school used to put dots after sentences so characters in a sentence are a multiple of 4.
always touch same objects when I walk past them
will ponder over a decision an endless amount of times before making one
constantly looking in rear view mirror while driving and checking distances of the car behind me.
always have to be driving faster than others while on the road
always expecting that someone is going to try to change lanes right in front of me, so I always try to make sure there's minimal distance between me and the car in front of me so people never decide to do that.
I check things an endless amount of times, even though I know what state they are in. Front door lock Electric appliances unplugged Stove burners off Food on plate: can't ever leave it with food, has to be finished
Always think about drastic things happening to people, and what it would be like in that situation. ex: someone dying in certain situation and there's nothing i can do to help.
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