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I am new to the Webmd Community. In short I had a lumber fusion L4-L5-S1 in December of 2009. I am now 33 years old, and a father of 3. I am still in a great amount of pain from the surgery. I haven't been back to work since my surgery date. This time lapse has made it so my Law Enforcement certification has expired. I now have the opportunity to join again, but they require me to perform all of the physical fitness requirements again. The main ones I'm concerned about is the sit-ups and running. 40 sit-ups in one minute, and 1.5 mile run in 14 minutes. Besides asking my Dr. if he thinks it will be ok, I thinks its better to turn to folks that have had a similar surgery and get your opinion. I believe we all can do anything if we put our minds to it, but I also want to remain realistic about things too if that makes sense. I don't want to end up back on the surgery table. I'm scared to even put on my running shoes and practice for this. Has anyone ever been able to perform similar tasks with a fused back? I would be really interested in your reply. Thanks for your time and best of luck to everyone.View Thread

I hope everything gets better for you. Dont feel alone when it comes to feeling like this toward pain medication use. When I was seeing the pain specialist they made me feel like an absolute junkie. Drug tests, questioners, bla bla bla. They made me too feel like I was just making up my pain levels. I also had to see the shrinks. I just get tired of having to build myself up to people to try and convince them I'm not a junkie and the meds I take are for a purpose. Besides all of this its even harder to take when you have a law enforcement background. Its a real kick in the guts I know.
I pray you get to shine in your uniform for the rest of your career.
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Sorry about the very late response. Ive been off the net for quite some time now. I hope you never have to put down your badge! I had to. I just cant move like i use to, nor can I go a day without some type of pain management. It seems like it was yesterday I was patrolling our small town visiting with all the good folks here. I miss it everyday! My kids miss it too. Ive been lost ever since. I wanted to be an officer since i was in grade school. I was very passionate about it. I also signed onto our local fire dept, EMT, SWAT, Hazmat, and even played Mr. Mcgruff along the way.
I will miss it dearly.
Just before my certification was about to lapse for good, POST required employment and a physical fitness test. There was an opening at a local college, so I tried my hardest to prepare myself for the physical fitness test.
That night I dusted off my running shoes. As you know we must also pass the pushups situps, running, and flex test. I first tried a situp. I completed 2 situps before my back felt like it was on fire. I brushed that off and thought I'd come back to that later.
That night I started walking down my street and decided to break into a fast walk followed by a moderate run. At that time I felt the fire on my left leg. Being the "little engine that could" I kept going. I even started to run faster. I was going to get through this no matter how bad it hurt. About 30 yards later I was starring up at the stars
. My left leg had enough. I couldn't feel my foot and the pain levels tripled. I knew at that time it was over for me. I wished I had one of those success stories of someone overcoming all odds and making it. However I laid there in the middle of the road and cried. My law enforcement career was over.
I'm still trying to get over it. I have a million reasons to help mask that disappointment i.e. family, friends, kids, but it seems part of me went away since that time. I'm still looking for something that makes me feel as accomplished as I felt when I geared up a nice pressed uniform and set out into the unknown.
I wish you the best and I hope you are still out there protecting us.
My best,
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I had to drop PT, it was simply to painful for me to continue. I try and walk as much as I can but now that's getting less and less. My first surgery was December 2009 and I still haven't been able to work a day since. I'm going through the process of Disability right now. What a nightmare. Aside from the pain, I find that depression is one of the biggest challenges to get through. My kids (6,8,10) are having a rough time with my condition too. I've heard them tell their friends that "their dad is lazy and just lays on the couch all day". Kids will be kids but that's a painful part too. I'm without words to describe the last 3 years of my life. I in no way want to bring down any positive outlook for anyone. This is just my reality and I'm hoping for a brighter future. On a smaller time scale, I'm hoping for one day without pain. The medications I take simply make me sick, but without them there is no relief. When the rods in my back were causing inflammation I tried everything the Dr. could suggest and prescribe. I ended up having them removed one year after my initial surgery. Unfortunately this did not correct anything as far as pain goes. Bj1208 has given you some great advice!! My advice to you is dont let depression get ahold of you my friend. I thought I was strong enough to deal with this on my own. I found out the hard way and its a tough cloud to get out of and it happens in a blink of an eye. There are no support groups in my area, but I have tried a regular therapist. That along with websites like this seem to be great help. It's nice to connect with people who truly understand your situation.
Best of luck John. Keep us posted on your continued recovery. My best to you and your family.
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I wish there was some advice I could personally give you to assist you with your condition. However I am still in a very similar situation with my pain. I was not able to do therapy for very long. It just plain hurt to bad and I would end up taking more medication to control the pain. The post in this section may be of assistance to you. I think the most important thing through this is "Stay Positive." If we lose that, we are for sure doomed
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