I am so terribly terrible and keeping up with things lately. I think in the background I've been very mentally/emotionally overwhelmed so I've been keeping very busy physically.
I really have too. I've been working out a lot and busy going crazy with my kids, all of whom are teenagers now and just...i don't even know how to describe. Going to the doc, trying to get set up with a new neurologist, I joined a new "better" health group, and the doctors ARE better but the wait to see them is insane. I have yet to see my new primary as she was booked solid for like almost 6 months, my appt isn't until the end of September, after the bad experiences with my last doctor I wanted to make sure I had a female this time so there are no problems.
Other than that, just living life, it's summer now so I have a little bit of a break, honestly though I think I get a better break when kids are in school, lol.View Thread
Hi everyone, Long time since I've stopped by, sorry about that, but life has been crazy over here, been trying to ride the wavess and not fall off. I think of you all often and always am hoping everybody is doing okay. Sorry I'm not a better friend or consistent in anything, so hard for me to keep my thoughts clear enough to remember much of the time anything at all. Some of you may understand that. I seriously feel I'm losing my memory lately, short term memory anyway... Hope you all are having a good weekend. I've got to run and get dressed as I'm expected somewhere soon but I already dropped off the food I was supposed to bring so they're not all waiting on me to eat or anything. Hopefully will pop by and talk to yoou all some more real soon! <3View Thread
mood: bad, angry, grumpy, grouchy, totally and completly aggravated
sleep: a few hours maybe
weather cool and overcast, warming up later i think
plans: went for a jog to try and get out some of my negative energy, have to get dressed and take my son to his science lab for school, take my recycling in so i can have gas money, pick up kids from schools, make dinner and just try and be calm today, i feel just really angry and fed up with everything....ok off to get dressed now
plans, hsve to run a few rerrands, take my girls to the store and then see what else is going on. i had a cool dream last night and cookie and dyanne were in it!I was shopping at costco, but this costco had like a mexican restraunt hidden in the middle of it and so the three of us were there eating all the stuff from my cart and drinking and messing around with people...hehehehe...idk how long we were there but it was a really long time. and when i finally got home, we had guests and everyone was starving andthey were helping unload and all the packages were opened, LMAO!and i ws like oh i had to try some! it was so funny
oh and sooory for al lthe typos my hand is seriously messed up rifht now and it hurts to type so getting through this as quick as posssible
Just need to send out the message that I no longer have my PO Box, I messed up my budget this month and didn't have enough to pay for it so they closed it. If you have my old address, which is now my NEW address, you can send me anything there, if you need my home addy, please send me an email to TiggerLakes@Hotmail.com
However I can only give out my new addy to my female friends, I hope you'll understand.
I sent out an email to those that I had so I hope I got everyone covered!
weather today is cold and rainy again, been raining all night
sleep, about 2-3 hours
mood: moving up, not so far down in the whole today
plans: take kids to school, take son to his fitness testing, pick up kids, make dinner...i really want to go to the movies tonight and see Oz, The Great and Powerful, can't tell you the last time i've been to a theatre...maybe the bf will cough up some cash so we can go eh?
thats it, have a good one, or at least try to, hugs to all who want or need them!!! Can i hug myself? Does that count?View Thread
((((((((((hugs all around!)))))))))) man what a group we are, I think we all deserve a couple days away to unwind and relax, seriously!
J, i'm not totally stranded, the RV is here but just the way everything went down this morning pissed me off and now I've moved into upset and over-emotional about it all...ugh....I'm too damn sensitive for my own good sometimes!View Thread
Sleep was good, I should have stayed asleep and nver got up this morning!
Mood: up & down & irritated & tired
Plans: Nothing. Got up this am to get kids up & ready for school...nagging bf I need gas, i have no gas so he gives me the atm finally go to start truck to get to gas station and its dead, completely out if gas and won't start...soooooo....i tell him, he tells me why don't i take the rv and go get gas, gets in his car and drives off I'm not going to do that, I was so mad, he didn't even offer to help, or take me or drop off my daughter...he's always running late too but still, W-T-Fruit!!!??? Found a small amount of gas in the garage but it wasn't enough to start my mule...sooooo...we're all home today, no school, no tutoring, no nothing, just gonna lay here in my jammies all day, cry a little, play on the puter and maybe just go back to bed...
Do you all believe in signs? Well I'm now thinking maybe this is a sign that we need to be home together today, maybe something is or was going to happen and the truck not starting has kept us safe, it has happened before you know. So whatever, we're all tired and need a day off anyhow.
Plus it's raining, there have been quite a few earthquakes lately and this rain & the soon to follow warmer weekend weather is going to make that worse, just watch and see.
Well just gonna lay here for a bit and see what happens.View Thread