Maybe your purpose is to help fellow travelers along the road, to engage them in conversation and let them know that their stories are important, interesting, that somebody cares. So maybe your purpose is to help others find their purpose and value and that's a pretty great thing. You're always there, always listen, and not like some but you REALLY listen and give your opinion, often long, but always well worded and well meaning.
Debbie, much of what you've written could describe me as well, I feel so boring, I have no life other than driving kids all over and constantly being in between all their bickering and chores and who's interested in that? same ole stuff, day after day...like an old re-run. No job, no hobbies, just me & my computer.View Thread
I thought I replied to this thread yesterday but don't see myself anywhere so now I'm confused. No idea what I said either...Melly that's all I want too, someone who really gets it and really cares near/here WITH me... I'm thinking of sneaking home a new kitten or something that I can talk to...I know it's not the same as a person, but I've been trying to find someone, ANYONE near me to spend time with and I came up with nobody, I mean you saw I even broadcasted on facebook about going out for a morning or afternoon and got nothing from anyone near enough to actually join me in person... *shrugs*View Thread
finally got my messenger/skype to update and load after remving a bunch of other programs from my little computer...think u can find me by my email addy TiggerLakes@hotmail.com, my name on there, let me see....it's either gonna say Cali Sky or miss.marvelous1View Thread
mood is horrible, i feel sick to my stomach, woke up vomiting and with puffy eyes from being up crying all night...idk how a person can live with so much pain sometimes....
plans, take my son to tutoring, take him to the library, to the ppost office, come home & veg in my room...pick other 2 kids from school, wamr leftovers for dinner for them...i doubt i'll eat today, can never keep anything down when i'm this upset guess i shoud get dress, throw on some jeans or something so i can take my son already
This is so me all the time. It feels like people are constantly either telling me to calm down or that I'm cold and don't *act right* whatever that means...
It's just so, that I feel so much all the time, so yes I tend to get really mad too often, I tend to get way too sad over things that probably don't matter much to other people, and when confronted with conflict or things that according to other people *should* cause me to react in certain ways I often don't react at all at the time because I think I'm preparing to fight or figure out how to handle it and don't really react to it or process it until much later when I'm alone and safe.
I don't know what's going on now, but I've been in a weird, almost flat mood for a while and now this past week or so feel just sad all the time. Like, I'm seriously just sitting here, nothing's going on but I've got a heavy heart, am all choked up with tears wanting to fall, but WHY? I find myself not wanting to do anything at all really. So I thought maybe I do need to get out of the house & was trying to see if someone would want to go have breakfast or lunch or coffee tomorrow or friday but i got no response from anywhere near, of course kitty and a couple other of my far-away buds said they would and that's awesome because I really wish we could. So...idk...I wonder what's going on this weekend, someone must have told me but I honestly don't remember at all, that's another thing, my mind is seriously slipping as in my short-term memory is shot, it takes me all day and sometimes not even then to complete things because I forget what I'm doing or even that I'm doing anything at all, I have notes and reminders and alarms set up everywhere but I still forget as soon as I look away from them it seems.
Matter of fact I just realized what I came in my room for, I've been on the computer because I couldn't remember why I came upstairs, it was to shower...so off to do that before I forget again.View Thread
so our weather is really nice and sunny and clear today, in the 70's i suspect
mood sucks, feel really down and lonely and just depressed
i got hours of sleep but woke up feeling exhausted, been that way lately, maybe i'm still sick? i can breathe better now at least so that's a good sign
Plans are to take a shower & get dressed, have to take my son to his weekly teacher meeting to turn in work, pick up other son from school, make dinner, clean kitchen, might vacuum the house as it needs it, pick up my dd from school late, she has a long day today...oh and have to return a bunch of stuff to the library, call and make a couple appointments for kids and payment extensions/arrangements for our bills-can't forget to do that or they'll be shutting us off tomorrow which would be horrible... Life just keeps on getting better, eh? View Thread
Doodles, costco is probably my favorite place to shop, they just have everything and all great quality stuff!
Melly, I'm sorry to read how you're feeling. I always feel that way when I'm sick too, have to make my own food, go out and buy my own medicine, still somehow accomplish the things that NEED doing and no one else helps except in making big messes not cleaning up after themselves and still nagging me for stuff..and it is exhausting. I hope you vision clears up soon, it sounds strange to me that they would say that's an MH problem, it sure doesn't sound like it to me...*shrugs* idk, i'm no doc, but it sounds suspicious
Cookie, you are one busy bee, it makes me wonder how you get so much done! View Thread