I just got back home from my dad's. I have several decisions to make before some stuff get more serious. One is meeting the new therapist and working on the one issue so I can move on and prepare for a uphill battle.
I am dreading going back to work after been off for few weeks. Not sure if I am ready for the grind. Spring time is usually hard on me.
I really do not want to stay here. I want to move but can't since I have a job and want to keep it until another one opens up. Its frustrating.
Well, more than a week ago; I started seeing and hearing things that were not real. I started to freak out. I called pdoc and talked to him and he said go to the ER and then get transferred to another hospital that has a psych unit. Everyone recognized me so they weren't sure why until I told them what was going on. They realized this was totally different than depression. It turns out I was getting too much anti-psychotic med so he lowered the dosage to 15 mgs of Abilify. Still on depakote though. Since last tues I have not had any symptoms of hallucinations. so he released me Friday.