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mommaange1

Joined: 04/10/2010
My Story:
To make along story short...When I was 19 I was diagnosed with clinical depression. I kept that dx until about 2000when I went into a major manic attack. I thought I was doing great at work. I ran A Bakery for Sam's Club and I had the highest increases in the region. Then I freaked out and they put me on Klonopin. The girls always called it my happy pill because it calmed my spaz attacks down. In 2003 my new doc put me on lithium. lamictal,Klonopin, Saphris. serequel, trazadone, lunesta and cymbalta. At this time I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1. We kept increases meds til the doctor thought she had it right. Wrong It all built up in my system and the 4th of July 2011. I wound up in a psychotic state and was put in the psych ward. In Nov of 2011 I was totally out of my mind seeing and hearing things. I couldnt walk made no sense. I started taking all kinds of my drugs especially lithium and serequel to make me sleep. My dd found me passed out on the floor and called 911. She saved my life. Doc told her if she waited to morning I would be dead. I was so bad at the hospital that I wound on a vent and shipped from ICU to ICU at the University.They told me I tried to Kill myself. I had a team of 6 psych docs working on me. After I was stable I was placed in a room with a 24 hour guard......fun fun I was blessed to be alive

Everyday I thank the heavens above for my life, I am now destined to not take any day for granted, I am going live laugh and love everyday. Every day is precious and I am hopeful for my future

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Good evening weather chilly sleep awesome mood kinda weird plans pretty much all...More
If We Couldn't Laugh, We Would All Go Insane :)
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Good Afternoon weather turned cold 58 sleep awesome mood pretty good. I have a new...More
If We Couldn't Laugh, We Would All Go Insane :)
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would it be better if he took both pills at night. I dont want him dozing off at school?
If We Couldn't Laugh, We Would All Go Insane :)
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I've been up so long I don't know if it's morning or afternoon Lol sleep haha mood...More
If We Couldn't Laugh, We Would All Go Insane :)
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Blah Blah Ya it's evening weather got up to about 80 sleep really good...dreaming of...More
If We Couldn't Laugh, We Would All Go Insane :)
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How many of you out there take Depakote? My son was prescribed 250mg twice a day. I am...More
If We Couldn't Laugh, We Would All Go Insane :)
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Good evening weather 74 sleep crappy with these damn kidney stones mood ok plans...More
If We Couldn't Laugh, We Would All Go Insane :)
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Reply: Wacky Wed. Daily Bipolar Post/ possible triggers
Good Afternoon weather 85 sleep finally slept mood pretty good compared to yesterday ...More
If We Couldn't Laugh, We Would All Go Insane :)
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Frustrating Friday Daily Post......may contain TRI...
Good Morning weather it's cooled off around here all of a sudden high of 75 today ...More
If We Couldn't Laugh, We Would All Go Insane :)
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Windy Wednesday Daily Post,,,,,May contain trigger...
Good Early Morning to you all weather Windy (directv is out) gonna get some nasty...More
If We Couldn't Laugh, We Would All Go Insane :)
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