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When I was younger I noticed a change in my attitude, way of thinking, and actions. I began...

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I've never been able to be who I want to be or live my life how I wanted to for so long, that when I finally got that year to live my life for me, I dreaded coming back home for the summer. At first it, I was just gonna be home until August. But my grandmother got real sick and I didn't want to be away from home when she passed so I took a semester online & moved back home to be with her. She passed in May, but by then it was too late to switch my classes back over. I'm stuck living at home from May until mid January. I can't really "get away" in this house. I have the type of "father" who in some sick way wants his children to "suffer" like he claims to have suffered as a child. So if any of us do something that he doesn't approve of, he tries to find ways to seclude 1 or more of us from everyone else. You can imagine how painful it can be in a house of 4-6 people, and the majority of them treat you as if you're not there or belittle you whenever you come into a room/leave a room. When my brother moved out. his room became my study/tv room. I recently had a breakdown & of course my "dad" made it about him. I laying on the floor crying my heart out, hyperventilating, having a panic attack, and all he cares about is how selfish I'm being by doing so. He claimed he wanted to talk & figure out what was wrong, but all he did was call me spoiled, selfish, and a brat. I told him I don't want to talk. Ever since then he has taken the Directv box out of my room, pretends I don't exist unless it's time to call me names, & tries to put everyone against me. He even goes as far as getting mad at my mother if I try to spend any time with her. I have no "safe place" here, all my friends are off at school and don't have time to talk when I need to. My brothers work all day, and anytime I try to open up no one wants to listen or believe what I have to say. I've have come to the conclusion that no one here likes me, I'm OK with that. I'm just counting the days until I can move back to school and finally be happy again.View Thread

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When I get the chance, I do plan on getting evaluated. One minute I feel fine, the next I...

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I don't currently have any insurance and I still live with my parents while I'm finishing...

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I don't have any insurance and I'm still living with my parents until I finish school. The...

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