Weather 52 and will go up to 60 degrees and its sunny.
Mood: can you say mixed I have some energy but am tired at the same time. Ughs I hate the cycling.
Plans: phone call, lunch date with a friend, and laundry. Lastly, I gather all the information I need to take with me when I leave to go north on Friday. Hopefully I get some good news soon. It will make my day.
Its been a rough few days since I am in a mixed episode and I just hope I don't go manic because my mouth tends to get me into trouble when manic. I did call pdocs office and left them a message but haven't heard back from them yet. Odd though. Maybe they are waiting til next week when I return from my trip. So we'll see.
Weather: in the 40's and will go up to 68 degrees later today
Plans: meetings and phone calls. No game today for me. It will be tomorrow.
We'll see how today plays out. I am struggling right now. Not doing too good. Not sleeping well and also depressed too. I guess I am in a mixed episode. Won't be able to see pdoc until 17th of Oct which is next week. So we'll see.
Weather: cool in 40's will go up to the 50's Sunny
Mood: kind of lousy.
Plans: not sure yet. I made it through the night last night. I had some thoughts that were naughty like I am slipping downhill. Its not the time for this crap. I need to be positive because I got a lot to do this week. I do know I will need to go to the bank and also to the store. I am almost out of few things and need it for my trip up north. I think thats all I need to do. I will check if I get a ride to those places so I am set for the week.
Weather: supposed to get up to mid 70;s or 80's and sunny for one day before more clouds and rain.
Plans: well I have work today and when I get home, I need to fold my clothes put them away. Then start preparing for next week. I will be extremely busy.
Oh, I finally got my new glasses and got a second pair ordered as a backup in case something happens to this one. I hope not cuz its in my favorite color. It feels a bit weird because the left eye I can see much better than before but I can see the clear band the doctor put on while in surgery to repair the eye from retina detachment. That is pretty scary.
I am thankful that there is medication out there to help with inflammation. That really made the difference in the healing process. I think have to be on it forever. Just like BP meds I have eye drops that I have to take everyday forever. It sucks but its important to take care of your eyes. I cherish my vision.