we always leave a way between the message and the messanger
I am feeling very suicidal. I need to change and I am finding it so adaunting and I am dieing inside hav ebeen dieing inside since I was a il girl. I write here cuz I am not acceptable to society. I am a freak. I am an over emotional addicted friggin freak!!!!!
I try to find Gods message but I begin to wonder if fundamentally im just such an idiot that is the reason I cannot comprehend????
I have put my family thru so much I cannot bear togo on any longer because I am the bad seed the bad sheep just like my uncle said o that many years ago................when I was 16.
I have the uglies of the uglies and I just can't face it anymore. everyone thinks they need to tipetoe around me because they are afraid of what i'll do if they confront me with my ugliness. or anything at all. I do not i'm beginning to understand belong here. I've always felt that but now realize its true. I'm suppose to look for the facts and when I do I see YUP! not fit for human relationships. Actually fear has enveloped me for so many years that I got to know a dog named June and was comfortable but ya know its a travesty cuz I got attacked by german shepherd and am rather afraid of dogs. Though I would love to own one.
You don't know me...................b ut then mabe you do??? cuz maybe you have the same plight??? i'm over 50 and a wash up. I cannot let my family go thru this stuff with me anylonger and for that matter I cannot let anyone who knows or comes in contact with me be bothered wit me. So I digress.........................
thank you for allowing me to get it gone.......View Thread
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