I am sorry how you feel. I have felt the same way. You have this outlet and you are doing what you can to vent. I really understand .. treading in water, just keeping your head up for air.. it's exhausting. People can really suck, That's their problem. You are reaching out, venting as much as possible... everything is temporary hard to care when emotions invade and take over.. I know. First time logging on in a while. So please feel free to vent , I will read them and I won't be a psychologist wanna be.talking at you.. can't stand that crap..I'll just read...and let you know..you are certainly not alone. Glad you posted..View Thread