I find myself very strange. maybe because im not very confident with myself. it's hard for me to get comfortable and dont know how to deal with new people. I get depress for no reason. Im not interested and dont care with other people. generally it seems like im tired with my life but if i dont have the courage to end it. hoping for a change is fading. success is no longer my interest. I call God but He's not answering me nor giving me more strength. I'm losing this battle and I'l all aloneView Thread
thank you. yeah it must be the chemical lacking in my brains apart from what i've been through that i cant let go. i dont really have the money for my medication. my healthcare doesnt cover any mental illness examination. i just started with my life. living without a family. im the only one taking care of myselfView Thread