Mary and SittingBull, Thank you both for your kind and thoughtful words. Advice is always more easily accepted from those that have battled the same demons. I need to get through this for the sake of my kids. Sometimes though, I sink so low that I have trouble remembering that. I really don't want to go back into the hospital, but I promise I'll go back in before I try to hurt myself again.View Thread
I just lost someone whom I adored, to suicide. I've been where he was only I failed in my attempt. I'm on a pendulum swinging crazily between profound sadness and murderous rage. I don't have anywhere to put this loss. The only thing saving me is that I feel I owe it to him to keep trying. My Dr. can't see me for 3 weeks. This is going to suck. Help!!View Thread
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