An online-doctor told me the strange "papula" can be a papilloma. I'm really scared because I've read HPV can cause oropharyngeal cancer.
Doctor Moser, until that day I have no peace. I am afraid of everything. I got tested for HIV and syphilis after 3 months and the result came negative, but I still feel muscle pain and pruritus in different parts of my body that takes very short time. From that day I have hypersalivation too. Sometimes I've got even some reddish rash on my hands. All of these symptoms indicate a Systemic Disease. I feel like I'm going to die. I know I have to do more investigations and I shouldn't give up but the problem is I am ashamed to tell doctors what I've done (I live in Romania and people, here, are not yet accustomed to such things). I am a boy. My parents don't know anything. I was weak and tense and I couldn't stop him... he took the initiative and I forced my body to do something that I'd have liked to reject. I was looking for "love"/"confidence" but I found out humiliation. That kind of love doesn't exists anymore for me. It's just sick sex...There are still people that use people and people that die of AIDS or hepatits because of it. I'd prefer to be asexual for the rest of my life rather than to repeat this experience again. Sorry for my "explosion" dr. Actually I'm really shy.View Thread
I'm 20 y.o. and three months ago I've been involved in oral sex with a man who took advantage of me (because of my shyness, lack of self-confidence and a sexual orientation crisis). It was also my first sexual intercourse. I still suffer the consequences both psychological and physical. I want to start over but first of all I need to heal my body and my mind (I'm going to start psychotherapy).
A few days ago I was investigating my throat and I've observed above the left tonsil a strange "papule" that I can't see on the right side (maybe it's just much smaller) .. I do not know if I had it before. Could this be something serious?