I'm gonna take this time to vent. It'll make 5 years, on June 16th, that my man and I have been together. On this same day, it'll be 2 years since I had my miscarriage...and the very next day my dog(which are the only kids I'll ever have)got hit by a car and died. All of this after trying to conceive for 3 years.....being on fertility pills and doing the temp charts every single day, religiously, for 20 months. ....I had prayed every night, that we would conceive. God listened..but soon changed his mind. I can NOT understand how God can hear my prayers, see what I'm going through, know how bad I want to be a mom..and he gives it to me, and snatches it back. I see pregnant women and I am overcome with hurt and jealously, and I want to hate all of them....but it's not their fault. My brothers wife said.."I'm NEVER having kids. I don't want a living thing growing inside of me!".................guess what..she's due in September. WHY????????????????????????????????????????????????????? why would God do that? Recently a woman gave birth to her 8th child....7 of which welfare took from her...and this #8 pregnancy was kept secret the whole time so "they couldn't take it". She gave birth to this precious gift from God in an out-building on her moms property...she then put a plastic bag over its little head and tied an apron around his little neck. She then just tossed him behind the building..where he would remain for 13 days before he was discovered. All of this just makes me doubt a lot of things. I give up. No use trying anymore. It's ok though..June 16th....sounds like a good day for me to "log off" ~I fell in love with you when you were forming in my womb. Now I carry you in my heart instead of my arms~View Thread
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