I feel like such a horrible sister...I have been married for 3 years and have been trying to concieve for a while. I had to have multiple colposcopys and a leep and then had to wait another year for paps to be be normal. So it has taken forever for us. I went to the hospital with horrible pain and found out that i was pregnant but it was ectopic. My younger sister is a little over 3 months pregnant but was afraid to tell me because she knows that we have been trying forever. I am really jealous. She wants me to be the godmother and it kills me. Of course i am happy for her but it is hard to show it. Any suggestions on how to stop these feelings? Thanks!View Thread