Hi, my name is martika, i have a 15 month old son, i got married may 2011 since then i have had 2 miscarrages, the first was 2 days after my wedding, i was 9 weeks pregnant, the next was oct 3rd a few das before my sons birthday, i was 8 weeks pregnant. i suffer from depression, and its getting worse, on xmas eve, i held one of my hubands baby cousins, he was 5 months and 11 lbs, i started bawling, i hope im not going to be lie this for ever *RIP MOMMYS ANGELS*View Thread