Happy Birthday Alyssa! I hope that you have a wonderful bday. Can't wait to see pics of tattoo. Have fun in NM too. I have never been .. take some pics so I can see what it looks like lol yay on the mini apartment.. that would be really cool. Even if it is a block away. Good luck on the car search. Don't let those people get you. .you can haggle too !! lol Sorry you're feeling down about XH. ..or more the situation. It will get better though, I am sure. AF came and has pretty much left today.. it was only a 29 day cycle this time.. and I didn't take my medication every day. yay. It's been about five days too. I can tell some differences since starting this metformin. The hair on the lower (only lower lol) part of my legs grows a lot slower and i know TMI but my bowel movements are better as weird as that sounds. lol I don't know what that has to do with insulin but ok I will take it haha Have not heard about that job yet.. still waiting. But, she hasn't wrote an email yet either .. which would mean he didn't get it. Apparently they are really taking their time. The hiring manager lives in a different state. Doesn't really make sense to me.. I would think the supervisor would make the final decision but idk. Any who training would start on the 18th so I am really stressing about it. We need to know before the end of the mth so we can give our 30 day notice on this house. But, Idk, if that is going to happen. I am not sure when insurance kicks in either because he didn't get to ask those kind of questions on his last interview with the supervisor. The supervisor just asked questions about scenarios that dh might be in- for the job.. and what he would do or how he would handle it. But funny thing is .. dh was at a job the other day.. he wasn't even going to go do it.. but something happened where he ended up there and there was a direct tv guy there and he offered dh a job lol Training would be here for 5 weeks.. $15/hr and then he would go work in Pittsburg. So.. I guess if this other one falls through he can go work there. It has benefits too and vacation I think.. but they get paid per job. I'm not sure if I like that part.. and I don't want him working 10-12 shifts mon-fri but it doesn't sound like he hates the idea of it. They get newer trucks to work in also. So, I guess he can make the decision on it... IDK. so much stress and so much to think about. Heather- Hope everything is good with you.
eww on af for both of you. It always works out like that .. doesn't it? I hope mine doesn't show up too late this mth.. if it is going too! lol Good you get to see your mom at least for a couple days Heather. I can't wait to see my family more often. Alyssa- screw that guy.. cool that you are getting close with your sil .. that sucks you had to hear that about the cheating. It always sucks to be put in that position.
Dh has his last interview on monday for the job. He passed his assessment tests.. just has the interview with the supervisor left. Training would start the 18th of sept if so.. pretty quick. But, we plan on moving into my dads house until we find a house bc dad lives out of town during the week. I really hope I can handle that.. as long as he doesn't drink too much I think it will be okay. Trying to get some metformin stocked up for dh.. havn't really been taking mine quite honestly.. the last week. I know that if he gets this job then he might not have insurance for at least a couple mths.. that is my biggest stress right now. I don't know what medication would cost if he did need it.. I don't know what to do about the insulin injections he will need. It cost 68 dollars with insurance. Have a couple mths of metformin saved back just from the times I didn't take mine.View Thread
thanks alyssa! I have only been swimming a couple times this summer. It's just too hot to go anywhere and do anything. Hope we take the boat out this weekend though.. that might be fun because it is supposed to stay in the upper 80's to lower 90's i think.. way better than over 100 which we have been setting records almost every day the last month. going to have to fit everyone into this weekend.. going to pick my sister up then gotta do something with my dad and mom and then go to see family in law. today is our nephew that passed birthday also.. sad been thinking of him all day. would have been his 18th birthday.. on a brighter note though our friends are in the hospital and she is dilated to a 3.
dh had that phone interview today.. some things suck about the job though.. she said that it would be tuesday - saturday and then some weeks he would have to work sundays and then have another day off? I didn't really understand what he would work those days.. i guess it wouldn't be so bad if he had two days off in a row.. but i don't know how that would work and that would suck to not have two days off in a row esp with that kind of job. he would have to go to wichita for training.. which would be ok because my dad has a place there he works there during the week.. she said she will call back in the middle of next wk if he gets it or email him if he don't.. something about 'a guy' is out of town.. idk if we want to move there this could be ok until he finds something else he wants to do. I don't want him jumping around with jobs.. bc he needs insurance. I don't know I don't wanna think about it anymore its too stressful and its my birthday so YEAH lol i will prob be mia until next week.. so hope you girls have a good weekend.
glad they fixed the septic but that is lame that you already have to fix it... that's not right. hope they didn't screw anything else up in your new house!View Thread
My weekend was boring.. dh had to work. Also he put in an application for a job back home.........idk I guess we will see. I am just tired of living here. There is no point really.. yeah, we have a couple friends- but, all our family is there. And the job starts out at 25 cents less than what he just got for his raise after being there over a year as an employee. WHAATT lol crazy that back home pays more than here for that position.. weird. I don't know.. if it happens, it happens. We really need to figure out something else.. because once I have a kid.. I don't want to stay here and raise him or her. There's no one here to help.. plus, I am scared of raising a kid here, quite honestly. It doesn't seem like a bad town.. but it's too much violence for me. My friend got her tat touched up this weekend.. she was squeezing my hand and her son was sittin' on my lap.. 4 yrs old wants to touch everything.. so every time she held my hand he put his hand on top of ours to help and it was so cute lol I have heard about those books.. from everyone! lol I have not read them yet though. Maybe someone will let me borrow em.. I don't buy a lot of books. Ok I never buy books lolView Thread
Thank you for the support girls! I try SO hard ALL the dang time to do everything right.. and not be who I was when I was younger (when I was young and everything was wrong in my world and I acted like I could care less if I lived the next day) I guess it just caught up with me. I put everyone else first and then think I am fine to deal with everything.
That's crazy about the woman going into labor in the bathroom! Hope that little baby is doing better! Praying for them. I have never been to anything like that before. I have only been around one stripper and to a strip club once. Not willingly though (another JOINED bachelor and bachelorette party) lol The stripper was at a bachelor party and it was so awkward. He just kinda stopped dancing after a few minutes and just sat down and talked to the girls and then left LOL We were really not into it at all. Ok I will admit seeing channing tatum on the tv dancing like that in those commercials was pretty hot but something about a real life person in front of me stripping just turns me off lol I don't know what it is. I know that sounds weird. Good luck with the ex situation Alyssa and I mean that.. some people can have relationships like that.. just don't get caught up in the past. Because then you will get hurt feelings.. I have never done anything like that so I can't offer advice on that subject. But, I think you can handle it. I have no tattoos.. I want one. I just cant commit to something that I want on my body for the rest of my life. Maybe one of these days when I think of the perfect tattoo to get .. but I am pretty ocd so that might take a while haha
Heather- aww poor baby. That sucks. Hope he feels better soon. Alyssa- BOO on AF ugghh lol Maybe mine was stress too. Who knows. Did you figure out the job predicament? Our minimum wage is 7.25 an hour also. It went up last yr to that. As soon as they raise it everything increases. So it is pointless. When I was 16 and working in Kansas it was 5.25. I think they have pretty much raised it a dollar in the last two years here? I am not sure. I know I don't get cost of living increases that's for sure.
I gave up on the monitor.. I will just try my test strips in a few days.. i tried to turn it on and it wouldn't move off of day one.. so idk. Oh well. af is about gone.. just spotting now.. only spotting for the last couple days. I had a drink friday at the baby shower. Then a lot more afterwards. I was so sad. I knew going there that I was going to get drunk. I know that sounds bad.. but, I pretty much hit bottom this weekend with ttc. Let's just say I am very disappointed in myself by the way I acted on Friday. I had fun.. but the end of the night was bad. I tried to drive home after I waited a few hrs and thought I was sober enough to drive. I wasn't. I got pulled over because I didn't have my lights on. I forgot I turned them off while I was sitting in my car waiting to drive home. I wouldn't let another person there drive home.. at all. I made his gf find him a ride. I don't know why I thought it was okay for myself to drive at all. I am totally against drinking and driving. My aunt died in a car wreck 6 yrs ago from drinking and driving... and look at my mom....I only got a ticket for the lights being off. Thank god. Someone was looking out for me. I texted my manager from work afterwards and drove to my work. She sat in my car and I cried my eyes out. I let everything out about that night.. and about how I was ten days late then started the day before. She knows that I have been ttc. She listened to me then she followed me home. You girls can tell me I was stupid.. I know I was. In a way I feel kind of relieved. I don't know if that sounds stupid.. I have held in so much for so long.. it was kind of a release in a way. Maybe it was the kick in the butt that I needed to not be so hard on my self.. to let things happen when they are supposed too.. to not be sad about every one else's happiness. I just need to figure out some things in my life. I havn't really told anyone what happened.. I told dh about getting pulled over and my close friend.. but I am really disappointed in myself.View Thread
didn't take the soy this last mth... it was only 100mg of b6.. and i didn't take it every day either.. close though. but i have taken it off and on for a few mths.. this period has been full force since yesterday. Bright red blood and some clots every time i go to the bathroom. I haven't had any bad cramps or anything.. actually no cramps since i started. i haven't had any cramps in over two and a half weeks. have to go to a baby shower tonight..its in the basement of a bowling alley.. i think i will be having a drink lolView Thread
found the info on the prenatals.. it has b1 b2 and b12 already in it.. and lycopene. It says it contains soy also.. hmmm. i just don't know what to think about the soy.. i want to try it but also don't want to screw my cycle up. i wonder if the b6 had something to do with the increased heart rate.. i havnt taken it since saturday and i haven't felt it today. just a little yesterday.. i am kinda intimidated by the monitor but i don't want to say no i didn't try to use it again if she asks me.
and 40,000 for a vehicle!! crazy lol there's so man other things i could / would want to buy with that much moneyView Thread
Maybe it was the b6 that made it come so late. I'm not going to take so much of that this time.. I think I am going to try soy this mth again too. But i am only going to take 80 mg cd 3-7. I really don't know what all is in the prenatals i am taking.. There was no info on them since they were free samples from the dr. You are supposed to take two a day though.. I honestly don't know how to use that monitor lol do i start using it today to let it know that this is cycle day one? heather help!! Lol
Alyssa that's cool about the job,.sucky on the money part though. I prefer working days I hate working nights. I havnt worked at night in like seven yrs I think. I go in way too early though... 530 am it sucksView Thread