I am right where you are at now, I just recently found out my husband of 21 years have been using online porn sites for over a year. The money he has spent on this particular porn site is jaw dropping. When I confronted him he lied and blames me for the issues in our relationship. I know exactly how you feel, I have never felt such deep hurt before, and I am considering seeing a mental health professional. Best of luck to you, wife50View Thread