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Sorry about that !! I didn't mean to get off on a tangent. Don't worry, i have been told. There is always an answer to everything.
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Your concern and care are obvious in your reply. It is so comforting to have someone say there can be a future.
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Thanks for talking to me. I did read the "if you are thinking about suicide...". In fact a made a copy of it so that I could read it any time I needed a pick me up. I am going to be leaving for a 5 day vacation with my husband to see his alma mater play football. I am truly getting excited about the trip. I haven't been away from home in several years and on top of all this, the school we are going to is where he asked me to marry him.
I am safe at this time and as I told Mirirose, suicide is on the back burner right now. I hope to keep it there for a while if I can. If the felling is still strong when I get back I will talk to my therapist and see what she thinks.
Thank you so very much for your concern. I wasn't sure if there was anyone out there I could talk to. I have a problem in that I tend (since the breakdown) to alienate myself from people. So much (not just my husband) has happened over the last few years that has left me where I truly trust very few people anymore. I guess that is why my dogs are so important to me. They don't judge me or complain about everything.
Take care and know that I really appreciate your response and your time.View Thread

Thank you for taking the time to talk with me. It is really nice to know that there are people out there that listens - really listens!
My husband and I are scheduled to leave tomorrow on a 5 day vacation. We haven't been on one in some time. We are going to watch his alma mater play football. The neat thing about that is that is where he orginally asked me to marry him. I have always had fun when we would go and I am counting on this to help my feelings.
As for my sons, my relationship with both of them is great. The only problem is that one lives in Texas and the other is in Okinawa (Marine assignment - he flies Osprey) I don't want to burden them with this because neither of them can get here. The one in Texas just recently obtained a new job with a petroleum refinery that pays very well, and the other is on Uncle Sam's schedule. He could not come back from where he is and I don't want to upset either of them when there is nothing they can do. they are great guys!!
I am a bit calmer than I was last night. I think I am looking forward to the trip tomorrow and get away from home for a few days. Suicide is definitely on the back burner right now. It isn't totally gone but not such a priority in my mind.
Thanks again for your time and care. I will have a long chat with God and see where He wants me to change things for the better. I feel sure he has some great ideas.
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Know that your time and help will not be forgotten. Know also that I believe God will have a special place for people like you.
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I have asked him this morning about some financial things and was pleasantly surprised by his response. He did not get frustrated or anything. We get to keep our home this way and he explained every detail of what and why he was doing . It may not happen everytime BUT I will take all I can get. I also took the time a little later to thank him for taking the time to explain as carefully as he did. I told him how it made things so much easier for me to understand when he did it that way.
I will work on the "loser" part of my life - but - its hard. There are things I should have done differently that would have made my life better - everyone can say that. However the problems that my choices caused were huge. I keep trying.
Please know that you are a wonderful person and if I can ever help you, please say so. I am so glad that I found this site. Know that God will have a special place for you.
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Thank you for you care and concern. And you are right - sometimes it feels like there is no one else there. Talking to someone who understands what life can be like is a blessing. If know one else around you understands, then where do you go. Bless you!View Thread

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