For one don't smapoutit, you are having the same thoughts with people as 98% of us just don't associate with those type of people. Always be honest with yourself and others if negativity really bothers you in a nice way let the person know. Plus the person is probably going through things of their own which talking about it with them could possibly help!!
Call a depression hotline explain your situation and they can give you resources to help you get out of a bad environment.View Thread
She has severe depression, she overeats to cover the pain she can't seem to live without love of 2 men in her life that seem to take over her life she also goes on Adderall binges thinking it will help get her motivated and help her do things she can't do on her own. She is not living in the moment she is living so much in the past. I've been real worried about her she just keeps sleeping a lot and eating a lot won't go out of the house. She can't seem to live without love. She gets real different when she is around people she has to be the center of attention. Her good friendView Thread
I totally disagree with you I've know others like myself that have had some relief with there depression and became more functional and with me I became more out going and not so fearful of trying things and being around people I've even made pubic speeches and thats not like me at all. I contribute that to my treatments. I feel bad that you had bad experiences but maybe you need to try more treatments maybe deep down in your mined your fighting help your psyche works in mysterious ways.View Thread
I had ECT treatments back in 2004 and I honestly believe it helped with my depression I still do have some short term memory loss but It could be due to age also I'm now 58 years old and going though menopause and this is hell. I had a total of 8 treatments my son and brother signed me out they thought I was out of it but it was only temporary. I wish they would have let me stay and complete the treatments but it didn't work out that way. All in All I'm doing better then I was. I think anyone that is at there bottom will know and they should try the ECT its a risk for anyone but so much better than wanting to kill myself all the time. Sincerely, DiannaView Thread