Sometimes I feel like it helps me butter for others I can see it helps them a lot. I just don't know what to say. I've been depressed since I was a teenager and I just found out that I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder and the therapy I have been getting since my early 20's isn't the right kind. I need dialectical behavioral therapy. DBT. I found a therapist that does this kind of therapy but I'm scared cause I don't think I can do it. I have to retrain myself how to think. I see things in either all black or all white with no grey in between. Just had a total abdominal hysterectomy and my emotions and moods are everywhere. Like now I'm extremely angry cause I'm writing to much and I have to keep correcting my spelling. Sorry I can't even remember what I'm writing about. Oh and I forget to say that I'm very stupid. I will go know cause this never mind. But this site does help. Maybe it will even help me today.View Thread
Hi Utku, there is a support group you can go to called NAMI ( National Alliance for the Mentally Ill that's ill ) It's on the first and 2nd Tuesday of the month from 6:30 to 8pm. Search it on Google to see if there is a group near you. I don't know if you live in the US or not so I don't know if there is one near you. Hope you find help.View Thread
I don't know but I do get a tingling on my head. I've never paid attention to what I was feeling at the time. Have to do that. I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder and Major Depression. Thanks for bringing up the question.View Thread
My life is falling apart. My marriage is in the pits. He keeps telling me to get out. I've wasted all his money and his time. He could be retired by now if it wasn't for me. I'm so tired. I cry all the time. My availability has been cut back at work and I lost my position. My boss say's I'm freaking people out with my crying. Nothing is working. I have no where to go. I have no money. I don't know what to do. Next week I'm having a hysterectomy. I'm loosing everything. My sanity is gone. I've become OCD about just about everything that I get so caught up in one thing, say like running the vacuum to suck up all the freaking dog hair that I don't have time to do anything else that is eating me alive. I have finally been diagnosed properly. Borderline Personality Disorder. The last 30 years have been a waste. All the meds I've been on that didn't help, all the therapy and hospital visits and ECT that I have had. If I was treated properly I wouldn't be as screwed up as I am and I wouldn't have wasted all of his money or time. Hell I may even be happy. Forget it. I'm done. Sorry to bother anyone with my stupid self.View Thread
I'll find out about the lifting part Wednesday. I don't feel to bad today. Still hurt but I'm resting from over doing it on Saturday out working in the yard. Big no no! Went to see my new therapist for my borderline personality disorder. There is a treatment called DBT. Dialectical Behavior therapy. I've beengetting the wrong therapy all these years. That's why nothing has helped cause I'm all over the place with my emotions, the way I take things that are said to me and the way my moods change from hot to cold and back again so quickly and all the time. I'm gonna try this. I know it's gonna be hard cause I have to retrain my brain to think differently and a lot of homework and thinking positive which I can't do at the moment. I have to write at least 1 positive thing down a day for a week and take it back this Friday. I'm really scared but I'm going forward. I'll let you know how it goes Wed. to see if I can keep my job or if I have to change it. Take care.View Thread
Anon_6061 Sorry I haven't gotten back to you. My Kindle wont let me reply. I'm still in pain. The infection Looked better this morning. I tripped yesterday and now I hurt in a whole new spot. Went to a new therapist for help with my borderline personality disorder. She does DBT therapy. I have to teach myself to think a whole mew way. I'm scared. My depression is worse. What if my Doc won't release me to be able to lift 40lbs. I won't beable to go back to work. Not good considering my husband just lost his job. If I would just stop hurting and be able to bend over and reach for things I might feel better mentally. I'm sorry my meds are working and I can't keep my eyes opened. need to go to bed. Thanks for asking how I'm doing. It's nice to know somebody cares enough to check in. Thanks to all of you! HugsView Thread
I understand, I'm in the same boat. Right now is okay cause I just had surgery and he has to take care of me. I go to therapy, see my p doc and go to a support group called NAMI. Just taking it day by day.View Thread
Had my hysterectomy. Everything is good except the pain and the bed sores. The Dr. didn't order my psych meds for the night after the surgery. He wanted a consult but that didn't happen. Needless to say I was sick to my stomach, dizzy in severe pain the next day. couldn't eat, sleep or even get out of bed I felt so bad. Then they stopped the pain meds. Things finally got straighten out but I only got 100mg of trazodone instead of 200mg Thursday night so I slept a couple more hours the night before. Home now. Feeling better on my meds properly. Can't stand to long or sit to long. Have to move around some then lie down. My emotions are okay. My fam is helping me. I'm just taking day by day. Go back to the doc around the 12th. Have to call tomorrow. I'll call the therapist for treatment for the borderline when I'm able to drive. Thanks for thinking of me.View Thread
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