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What makes you happy even if it is small or for just a small moment? My moment is...
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What makes you happy even if it is small or for just a small moment?
My moment is hereing a wren sing for the first time because I know it is now spring.View Thread
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My moment is hereing a wren sing for the first time because I know it is now spring.View Thread
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I have been depressed for most of my life. The symptoms I have are I don't enjoy doing...
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I have been depressed for most of my life. The symptoms I have are I don't enjoy doing anything that I use to like, sewing, cooking , gardening and going on vacation. I don't like being alone or with people. Right now I have severe problems with my memory, i sleep all the time and I shake. that might be a side effect of my meds. Hope this helps.
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Reply: I'm crazy
Oh, hw could I forget the noises in my head. The more pressure the more noises.
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I'm crazy
Well I'll try this again. I'll just leave out a few things so it will be posted. I'm...
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Well I'll try this again. I'll just leave out a few things so it will be posted. I'm scared I don't know what is going on around me. I can't stay focused at work so I can't get my job done. I'm constantly forget what I'm doin while I'm doing it. I'm so tired that after a doc.appt. I have to come home and take a nap before I do anything else. I'm extremely dizzy and the shaking is out of control. I can't eat, put my make up on, you should see my eyes after my masscare gets done with them. I can't put the merchandise in the bag at work. I'm scared sometimes I don't know where I'm at. Not just my mind is freaking out I can feel it through my whole body.
I went to my pdoc today and she decreased my abilify to 5 mg. Wtf is that going to do. She doesn't want to mess with my lithium. I just want off all this medicine. It's doing bad things to me. It's changing me. I'm starting to have a panic attack right now. My chest has been hurting me since Fri. but my heart doc. say's my heart is fine. Then why does it hurt? I have to go to bed before I walk out of here trying to escape from myself. What in the hell is wrong with me?View Thread
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I went to my pdoc today and she decreased my abilify to 5 mg. Wtf is that going to do. She doesn't want to mess with my lithium. I just want off all this medicine. It's doing bad things to me. It's changing me. I'm starting to have a panic attack right now. My chest has been hurting me since Fri. but my heart doc. say's my heart is fine. Then why does it hurt? I have to go to bed before I walk out of here trying to escape from myself. What in the hell is wrong with me?View Thread
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Why
A couple of days ago I wrote a post. Web MD sent one of those letters telling you that...
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A couple of days ago I wrote a post. Web MD sent one of those letters telling you that you should call someone. But the my post was taken off the sight. I had some questions I neede help with. I changed my pdoc appt. for this morning but my pdoc is sick so I can't see her till Monday and my therapist is off Fridays. I don't know if I should ask in another post. Help.View Thread
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Reply: I'm leaving
Survivor2007 I'm not blaming anyone on the forum and I'm not focusing on other people....
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I'm not blaming anyone on the forum and I'm not focusing on other people. I do care and want to help people but I'm going through a real hard time right now and I just want to be taken off some of my pills to see if they are causing my symptoms.. or should I just get ECT. My husband does help me he just teases me. I don't know what to do. My pdoc says we'll see about taking me off some of my meds after my husband gets back.Sorry this has nothing to do with why I was writting you.
I know no one else is responsible for how I'm feeling. I'm just confused and I'm having servere memory loss and no one can explain why. I'm scared. I'm sorry for my post I guess I was angry that night but I have no idea why.
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I'm not blaming anyone on the forum and I'm not focusing on other people. I do care and want to help people but I'm going through a real hard time right now and I just want to be taken off some of my pills to see if they are causing my symptoms.. or should I just get ECT. My husband does help me he just teases me. I don't know what to do. My pdoc says we'll see about taking me off some of my meds after my husband gets back.Sorry this has nothing to do with why I was writting you.
I know no one else is responsible for how I'm feeling. I'm just confused and I'm having servere memory loss and no one can explain why. I'm scared. I'm sorry for my post I guess I was angry that night but I have no idea why.
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I'm leaving
I'm sad and upset. I reply to people to help them and I never get a response. I feel...
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I'm sad and upset. I reply to people to help them and I never get a response. I feel useless and dumb cause I guess I'm not giving any good advise. i'm really depressed right now. I don't want to reach out anymore. I feel like nobody hears me. My husband goes away for a month next week and that is when I do crazy stuff. So maybe in a couple of weeks I'll be saying good bye to you all for good.View Thread
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Reply: Depression Help
You are not crazy and you probably scared the crap out of your mother and she didn't...
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You are not crazy and you probably scared the crap out of your mother and she didn't know what to do or how to respond. Did you go to the Drs? If so how was your visit. Come talk some more so I can try and help.View Thread
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Reply: Depression - when we feel we can't go on
zeluis It's not giving up by going to see a doctor. It's saying I can do this ,I ready...
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zeluis It's not giving up by going to see a doctor. It's saying I can do this ,I ready and I'll be okay. About other people I didn't want the to know but I finally got to the point that is I don't care. I've found out about other people in my family that have had episodes of depression or have had it for a long time. It's okay. Just dial that phone. That's the first step.View Thread
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