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Demons2011

Joined: 04/14/2012
My Story:
Male, 60 yrs old. Never treated with depression until 3/11 after almost successful suicide attempt. Diagnosed with MDD, SAD. Life time of suppression, death of brother at age 13, really was a surrogate Dad. Dad was alcoholic, abusive. Mom was non-alcoholic but was abusive. Buried both without help of siblings,. Estranged from older brother and sister. They left after brother died, always felt abandon - finished H.S. years on my own emotionally. Took meds for a few months and a few months of counseling. Neither helped much - several meds tried. Started doing self education on depression. Doing better now then when on meds and counseling. Went broke with costs. Had other lingering medical bills which are large as well. Still have dark moods. But consideration of suicide hasn't been strong as in the past. Divorced after attempt. Just started writing my thoughts down in December of 2011. Not sure where its leading, but it's hard to stop once I start writing it out.

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Reply: Laughter and Tears. Trigger
Alaska Mommy - so glad to see you up and about the neighborhood. Dealing with a friends...More
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Reply: Laughter and Tears. Trigger
Thanks Chez1, I like what your writing. So good to hear things are improving for you!...More
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Laughter and Tears. Trigger
Solitude in a crowded room. Shadows of seasons passed; Joys of Christmas —...More
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Reply: Trigger -bottoming out.
Ah lass, thanks for the shield. It was much needed. I got through the night. Sorry if I...More
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Reply: Trigger -bottoming out.
Chez1, thunderstorm playing havoc with wireless connection. Yes, we get them at this...More
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Reply: Trigger -bottoming out.
Thanks Chez1 - looking at the screen - nothing left to say. Don't feel like I belong...More
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Reply: Trigger -bottoming out.
It's been like the photo for about three days, supposed to change no later than...More
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Trigger -bottoming out.
The most difficult season. More
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Reply: Hello again!!!!!!!!!!!!
LoL Jaws, They lost to a slightly better team, happens.More
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Reply: Hello again!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry Jaws! Power went out for a couple of minutes. No reason that I know of . Glad you...More
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