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Demons2011

Joined: 04/14/2012
My Story:
Male, 60 yrs old. Never treated with depression until 3/11 after almost successful suicide attempt. Diagnosed with MDD, SAD. Life time of suppression, death of brother at age 13, really was a surrogate Dad. Dad was alcoholic, abusive. Mom was non-alcoholic but was abusive. Buried both without help of siblings,. Estranged from older brother and sister. They left after brother died, always felt abandon - finished H.S. years on my own emotionally. Took meds for a few months and a few months of counseling. Neither helped much - several meds tried. Started doing self education on depression. Doing better now then when on meds and counseling. Went broke with costs. Had other lingering medical bills which are large as well. Still have dark moods. But consideration of suicide hasn't been strong as in the past. Divorced after attempt. Just started writing my thoughts down in December of 2011. Not sure where its leading, but it's hard to stop once I start writing it out.

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Reply: Skype
Made good use of Skype last night, was a good experience. Video lighting isn't the best...More
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Reply: Skype
Haven't used that much, I should have a higher CPU speed. It would be better, but really...More
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Reply: Depressed in my relationship
Sorry guy, no relationship is without pitfalls/down times. You have to decide if you...More
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Skype
Just downloaded this item, to make it easier to talk/see son in college. No experience...More
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Alternate State
Been in the numb stage for about 6 weeks. Can't say I'm feeling happy or sad - just...More
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Reply: Listening
Chez, thanks for the laugh. Much needed right now. I have plenty of confidence in many...More
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Reply: Husband and Son depressed
Mumsy, you certainly are in a difficult spot. As a male, you are being abused by son and...More
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An old post of mine
Hello old friend. Have you come to visit again?[br>[br>You haven't changed much,...More
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Reply: confusing
Desertrose, I understand missing your pup (no matter how old). The best thing I did for...More
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