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Weirdly enough I get told that alot. Most people think I am older than what I...
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Weirdly enough I get told that alot. Most people think I am older than what I actually am. I never really got to be a kid I had to grow up fast due to family problems. So I learned things real fast and am actually trying to learn how to be a kid. Which is much harder than I ever expected. Me too. The people on here are wonderful! They have all been in similar situations so its easy to talk and not be judged and find great ways to cope talk it through with someone who already has and go through it with others! This is a wonderful place!View Thread
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Reply: New Member (In need of guidence)
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Exactly right! I am glad I was able to help you look at it in a different way. Prespective prespective prespective it is what my mom always told me. Look at it in every angle and from everyones view point. It helps me alot sometimes when I am having a hard day or ya know anything else in life. Yes i understnad I am 19 and I think I could make my own pharmacy now lol. It sucks!View Thread
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Reply: I think I am a little more at ease..
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Thank you so very much!!! I am just so thrilled and pleased with myself! Its one thing I am doing for MYSELF! My whle family and group of friends are all excited and happy for me! I have never been able to do this before and now I actually am. And good! I hope it works for me I was on celexa and it just made me a robot. So I asked her to change me and so we did and went with the zoloft I was able to afford it and she is good and wants to monitor me and my progress with it. I am very pleased with my doctor and how much she cares for each of her patients. So I am finally breathing a breath of fresh air. And thank you very much for the kind words! I will keep everyone updated to my progress.View Thread
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I think I am a little more at ease..
Went to the doctor today. Have lost near 30 pounds in 3 months!!! I am sooo excited...
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Went to the doctor today. Have lost near 30 pounds in 3 months!!! I am sooo excited it really lifted my spirits!!!! I also talked to her about my depression and she understood and put me on 50mg of zoloft. Has anyone had experience with this drug and if so will you please tell me about your experiences. I would like to thank each and everyone of you who have helped me! I am just soo glad I am feeling better and hopefully this will start workin for me so I can actually be happy again and not be a robot!View Thread
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Reply: New Member (In need of guidence)
Hi! I am glad you chose to seak out help. I myself am a new member. My grandma and I...
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Hi! I am glad you chose to seak out help. I myself am a new member. My grandma and I were talking about this earlier today while sitting at her house. I had told her that at my doc appointment tomorrow that I was goin to talk to the doctor about starting a antidepressant again. We talked for a while about that and then I told her that I had joined this group and how the wonderful people here have helped me alot and how nice it was to talk to someone who knows or has gone through the same things as I have. My Aunt which would be her brothers wife had told her that she actually thought my grandma was crazy(which in all honesty she kinda is) but what my aunt was talking about was the depression. And until she had gone through it about a year later for an entire year she didnt understand the full affects of depression. And she had finally admitted this to my grandma not long ago. So what I am trying to say is maybe its a thing of they dont understand having never gone through it themselves. My dad is the same way. Mental disorders such as depression, anxiety and a few others does run in my family and it seems for some reason to stick with the females. So my mom has depression i suffer from it along with extreme anxiety attacks. My dad doesnt understand either why my mom or myself might sleep al day or not want to talk or might not take showers every single day or why we cry or why we get so angry and frustrated so quickly about things. Therefor he thinks it our way or getting back at him or its just us being lazy. So in other words after typing this huge long reply. I understand what you are going through to a degree. And it sucks i completely understand. But They will probably never understand unless it happends to them. I always pray to god my dad or my siblings never have to understand. Maybe think of it like that. Pray that they never have to understand what you are talking about or how you are feeling because you do know how bad it is.
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Reply: I really need some help.
I know i am sooo excited!!! I go to the doctor tomorrow and plan on talking to her....
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I know i am sooo excited!!! I go to the doctor tomorrow and plan on talking to her. I am also trying to change jobs. MAYBE that might help as well. The place i work really is wayyy more stressfull than it should be. All the other employees I have talked to told me the same thing. Its that particular place and job. So i am hoping that changing will help. And also getting on another antidepressant going. Thank you all so much yall have really helped me!View Thread
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Reply: I really need some help.
I had a talk with him tonight. I spent most of the night at work crying, why i dont...
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I had a talk with him tonight. I spent most of the night at work crying, why i dont know cause usually i can keeo my emotions in check until i get home. But we had a talk and i told him that i couldnt do it all by myself any more and that he HAD to get a job or else i was going to have to move out because i cant support the both of us on my own. Apparently he and some of his friends went to the casino today and he hit a 3000 dollar jack pot so he just hands me over 600 dollars. I was speechless. It took alot of stress off of me and i felt like i could breathe. I told him that yes that helps a ton for right now but he really needs to keep on and get a job. told him if i had to i would take him my next day off to every buisiness in town have him go in and apply make sure he fills the app out before we leave and turns it right back in. I was serious and blunt with him. It pissed him off but oh well he can get happy in the pants he got mad in because i have been pissed for weeks now. I think i may have finally got to him. He gave me 400 for the bills and 200 for me to spend on me. and that is exactly what i plan to do. I have the right to spend some on me. I have some in the bank to take care of everything else this money is for me to actually do something for myself! so i plan to go out and have some fun!View Thread
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Reply: I really need some help.
It is getting to that point. I have and our parents have tried the nice tactic. Then...
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It is getting to that point. I have and our parents have tried the nice tactic. Then my parents did the mean tactic. I have been walked on all my life by everyone. I am just now learning how to stand up for myself. It sucks and now i am out 8 days of work due to my kidneys being full of stones. So I am begining to stress about that. I have told him of many great job opprotunitys around town he says that he just isnt having any luck which i know for a fact it isnt about not having luck its about him not doing. Our dad has worked for just about every oilfeild company in the town we live in and our name is very known in the oilfeild community. He should have no problems finding a job. Hell we have even told him pizza hut, mc donalds, sonic, andywhere for just that little bit of help. I make good money as a CNA. But not enough to support the both of us.View Thread
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Reply: Feeling Sorry For Myself, may be a Trigger
Yes i am new here. And yes that is great! Anytime I can give a few encouraging words...
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Yes i am new here. And yes that is great! Anytime I can give a few encouraging words makes me feel good. And was hoping for there to be people here that understood and related to my story some that could give me some good advice as to how to deal with a few things that i am dealing with.View Thread
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