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zaketaz

Joined: 09/19/2012
My Story:
I have been struggling with an inner depression, I call it inner cause I have kept quiet for too many years, for most of my life. As a child I was sexually abused, and I don't like to talk about it so I never got help. I recently started seeing a clinical therapist because I couldn't take keeping it all inside anymore. I have been fighting the thoughts of suicide, but I'm afraid to die. I guess afraid to do it myself. I have to keep thinking of my family, mainly my mother and son. I am currently being treated for depression and bipolar. I really needed someone to talk to, so I found this site, I have many health problems that I am also trying to deal with.

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Reply: Friday Five - Travel
Favorite- Disneyland Closest- Glacier National Park Funniest- Went to an Amusement park,...More
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Reply: I seriously can't take another minute of this hell...
I suffered depression for many years without getting help, I would get to the point of...More
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Reply: Unwanted
I just read that on a different post also, Sasa2676 is there a health dept that helps with...More
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Reply: will anyone notice
Maybe you should call the help line to talk to someone, or go to the hospital and see if...More
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Reply: Thinking.....
Anon even when we think there is no one who will notice, there is someone that loves us, we...More
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Reply: Thinking.....
Hoping I have a good day tomorrow without going crazy, at least no more crazier than usual More
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Reply: when isn't a bother a bother?
I know exactly how you're feeling. I have so many days like that also. I personally use...More
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So very irritated
I am having a rough day... I have had a FLIP OUT towards my elderly mother. I can't even...More
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Reply: Just need to vent
Thanks Chez1 I was told I should find an online support group, so I found this group, and...More
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Reply: Tramadol & Depression
I'm prescribed Tramadol for pain, and I haven't noticed it helping me either. But If it was...More
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