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I know its not normal to feel the way i do. I wake up and want to go back to sleep...
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I know its not normal to feel the way i do. I wake up and want to go back to sleep because i can't deal with the anxiety of the day. I get so stressed and that causes me to be depressed . I feel I can't do anything right. I hate my liffe and i think about dying all the time . THe only thing thats stops me is my faith in god and my husband and mom . I knowthey would be hurt if I was gone . I hate the way I am and tired every med possibly. I feel hopelesss and also because i don't do much and use food ans an outlet i gained weight and can't stand to look at my self in the mirror . even my husband tells i'm beatuiful i don't feel it . I hate putting my husband and mom through al my pain. But i don't how to feel anything else. I'm almost 30 years and have already dealt with depression since i was 12 years old . I feel like i don't want i'm sick of dealing with and don't to live the rest of my adult life like this . Help me someone cause i feel alone in the way i think.View Thread
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thankyou for your reply raerob. it help me realize that i'm not alone and someone else...
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thankyou for your reply raerob. it help me realize that i'm not alone and someone else feels the way i do. i pray for you too and your depression and i hope you can get transportion to get out more. tahnk you again. hopeless2013View Thread
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hate living a lie pretending to be happy and noraml all the time. I have delat with...
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hate living a lie pretending to be happy and noraml all the time. I have delat with depression for so long i have a hard time fighting to get better anymore now at age 29 i feel like most of my life i 've been dealing with the since i was 12. i like a lifetime has gone by trying to fight and i'm only 29. I feel like why should i want to continue when at 30, 40, 50 or older i will have to still deal with the pain. i'm not happy anymore and have no interest in anything. If it weren't for my mom and my husband and my faith in god. I probably would of killed myself but i don't cause i know the pain of that wou;d hurt them to be without me. I don't know what to do i try med after med and nothing works. I don't know if i should see a therpist for talk therpy . I have in the past but have a hard time with that i ffel i can't be competley honest on how i feel cause i afriad of being judged for how i feel and think. that I may be seen as not normal and be commited . i don't know if what i'm saying is making anysense i kind of rambelingand just writing what i feel. i could reaaly use some advise cause i don't know what to do anymore.View Thread
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No you can't just sanp out of it. I've had depression since i was age 12 thats 17...
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No you can't just sanp out of it. I've had depression since i was age 12 thats 17 years now. Some times are better than other sometimes meds work or therpy. Sometimes like this past year its been horrible no meds are working longterm for me, I've been on 7 different meds this and now on a new one. But I have hope cause depression comes and goes som people take a med or only have it once in your life others have it long. I've had many doctors and thepists tell me I will always struggle with it. Sometimes i feel why should i hope or fight to get better cause i'l alwasy have to deal with depression. But in my heart i have hope i focus on my faith in god and the people who do try to understand me the closet people to me my husband and mom. You need to find someone or a few who at least tries to understand no one will completely understand unless you have depression too. But somepeople will try you need people like that in you r life also something that give you hope and get you through the tough times my faith is what gets me through . you can do yoga, exercise , mediatio or pray something or aything that gives you some purpose to get you through. If you doctor doesn't understand you then i suggest you find a theapist thats specializes in depression and also makes you feel comfortable. My hope is that you fid a great doctor and some people that understand youView Thread
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thanks for the advice, I really appreciate it.
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thanks for the advice, I really appreciate it.View Thread
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