Hi everyone. I'm new today. I need to find out how I can help myself.
First off, please don't suggest medical help. I have no insurance and limited financial resources. I also do not take medications. I try to live as naturally as possible.
I hate being so needy. I have to be honest with myself though...I am needy. I am uncontrollably sad. I have no interest in my husband. I'm jealous of him. We live in his "hometown". I moved here 15 years ago. All of the people I know are HIS friends. Everywhere we turn...there is one of HIS friends or an ex-girlfriend of his. He has friends....he does things that he loves with his friends. I feel like I have nothing.
My husband says I just need to do something I like to do. He'll watch the kids if I want to go do something.
Problem is....I don't know what I like doing. That only makes me sadder.