See All
Preferences
My Communities
My Discussions
My Email Digests


How much does it cost generally?View Thread

Oh geez when you get into molecules and how they absorb in your body and what other molecules deplete things from your system, its quite a crazy world we live in, we are giants made of atoms and millions of things we dont even comprehend...View Thread


Ive run out and havent been taking it for a couple of weeks, I can not get anymore with out seeing my pdoc. I know I need to see her, but the last time I saw her I felt like she was not concerned with how I was feeling, that she just wanted to maintain my meds and make me go away. I have seen her before and shes been very patient any other time. I know that people have off days and that can happen, but I wish it wouldnt happen to me, cause it deters me.
I have trouble falling asleep, I dont stay asleep, I wake during the night at least once or twice a night, and most times an hour before my alarm is set and cant fall back to sleep. I wake up drenched in sweat even though all I wear is a tank top and my hunnies boxers to bed. I am absolutely sick of not getting good rest, and hearing my co-workers chirp about being responsible to me as if I am up partiyng or something, no I am at home tossing and turning in bed trying to get rest to come to this darn place.
I am feeling pretty miserable.
I am sad, I feel like fiance tunes me out while I try to tell him how I am feeling he either snaps at me or minimizes my feelings, he always says "well get it taken care of" I dont want you to take care of it, I want you to listen and understand! I want you to see the pain I am feeling and hold me, instead of stare at the gosh darn TV! And getting it taken care of to him is pacifying my feelings long enough to calm me for a day and then Im right back where I started.
We are moving and its hard for me to know if I am doing the right thing by moving out with him. I am terrified of this whole thing.
On top of this my grandmother has taken a turn for the worst, she will be passing away soon, and has been placed in hospice care... I am trying not to think much about it. I am really worried my mom will lose it when grandma dies, cause my mom is the reason I am so unstable myself, I learned all her craziness....
A guy I used to party with hung himself too... I dont know what I think of that. I havent talked to him cause he was on drugs. If anything I thought he would have over dosed, but he hung himself, and I am in shock over that...
I keep wondering what comes after life in death, if its any better than this world we live in.View Thread

I feel like my fiance tries to tune me out so he can watch tv. Some times I wonder if I am making the right choices, and wonder if life is really worth living if no one is going to truly care for me...View Thread

She came in here and was mad at me cause I asked our nurse practitioner who is ready to retire if I could have some of her info if I ever need her recommendation, and so my manager is all offensive like she thinks I was going to just quit with out telling her.View Thread

And then ym boss is constantly threatening my job over really stupid things. The reason I am sitting here doing this is because the stupid woman that she promoted over me is currently at her desk SHOE shopping.
My manager gets mad at me cause she saw me reading an article about diabetes. I was actually reading it for personal reasons but we work in a diabetes office, nothing wrong with brushing up on some information while she lets my other co-workers shoe shop. I have told her several times the reason I do not heed to her demands is cause she does not hold the same demands for every employee. I am so sick of her injustice. I am going to keep working here since I have no other options right now, she even told me she gave me a bad review when another office called to ask me about her cause I hav been trying to find a new job. Isnt that some what illegal? It seems I have heard they are not allowed to slander your name simply state you are not rehirable.
I honestly dont know what my bosses problem is with me, but I dont really care, cause I will never know, its most likely based on jealousy. I just do my job and do what everyone else does, but I am the one who gets in trouble, no one else. I am so sick of it. Her face and the way she talks to me, ugh. She is just so mean. I was training a cover girl yesterday and she even told me that she is mean to me, and she doesnt see why!
Thanks for te replies folks. Have a nice day.View Thread

Im sorry kitty!
I wish I had fresh new advice for you, but talking about these things really helps, even if it may appear you are going around in circles, it will get better.
You SHOULD go out, theres no reason not to. You have identified its your depression holding you back, so dont let it, go out, and do your BEST to enjoy it. Some times you can surprise yourself. Sometimes the night can be lame. But you win some you lose some.View Thread

Geez.View Thread
See Related Mental Health Communities
Women's Health Newsletter
Find out what women really need.
Other Depression Information
- Depression Health Center
- Families of Depressed & Bipolar Kids Tips and Support from Members Like You!
- Video – Genetic Link to Depression?
-
More Related Communities
The opinions expressed in WebMD User-generated content areas like communities, reviews, ratings, or blogs are solely those of the User, who may or may not have medical or scientific training. These opinions do not represent the opinions of WebMD. User-generated content areas are not reviewed by a WebMD physician or any member of the WebMD editorial staff for accuracy, balance, objectivity, or any other reason except for compliance with our Terms and Conditions. Some of these opinions may contain information about treatments or uses of drug products that have not been approved by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration. WebMD does not endorse any specific product, service, or treatment.
Do not consider WebMD User-generated content as medical advice. Never delay or disregard seeking professional medical advice from your doctor or other qualified healthcare provider because of something you have read on WebMD. You should always speak with your doctor before you start, stop, or change any prescribed part of your care plan or treatment. WebMD understands that reading individual, real-life experiences can be a helpful resource, but it is never a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment from a qualified health care provider. If you think you may have a medical emergency, call your doctor or dial 911 immediately.
Health Solutions From Our Sponsors
©2005-2013 WebMD, LLC. All rights reserved.
WebMD does not provide medical advice, diagnosis or treatment. See additional information.



