[Trigger] The 1st thing you need to do is call the police on your daughter. Tell them she needs to be in a Juvenal center for he time being, because she is psychically hurting you, and threatening you. Then tell the rest if they don't start acting like little dolls, they're going to be right behind her! You can also have them put in a mental health center,(Backer act them, say they threatened you) where they can be getting some therapy.
Then you can go check yourself into the ER mental health facility. Because it's obvious that you need a break! While your there, you won't have to think about any problems, no worrying, and your kids will be safe. So far you haven't tried anything we've said. TRY this, because you have nothing to lose. You can always kill yourself later, so today chose to live. Once you do it, it can't be taken back. I will be forever! So I would try anything else 1st. You never know, it might work.
Your brain needs a break, and that's the place to get it! When those people come to get your kids,(it's only temporary) lie to them. (it's for your mental safety) When the kids say your crazy, say, they are making it up. And that they really need help. Your scared they might hurt you, or somebody else.
Let me know what happens please. Good luck and God bless!
You can talk to me, or a number of people on here. We have all been where you are right now, at some time in our life. Tell me a little bit about what's going on. Why do you feel so bad? Did a certain thing happen, or is it from an ongoing situation? Can you go to a mental health care facility? Try your GP first, he can recommend a doctor, plus he can give you medication, while your waiting.
Try to keep your mind busy, by doing crossword, or jigsaw puzzles. Put a cap on your head(my hair was always dirty when I felt like you, because I never took a shower) put a head set on and go for a walk. These things might sound silly, but all your doing is trying to get through this one day! Make yourself take a shower.
If you make yourself do normal things, and pretend to feel normal, it helps you feel that way. When your mind starts running wild, where you start thinking about one thing and the next thing you know, it's turned into a million gigantic problems. That's called snowballing. The only way to stop that from happening, is to tell yourself STOP thinking right now.
When you start doing that, make a list of things that you need to do. Put them in order of there importance. Is there anything on the list that has to be done today? If not, stop thinking about it, and all the other stuff.(you can take care of tomorrow things, when it's necessary) All you want to do is get through today.
Do stupid stuff that you've been putting off. Clean a room, straighten out a drawer, take a shower, or anything. And every time you do one of these things, pat yourself on the back, and tell yourself "That was GREAT, you did it!" Because, for people like us, it is great! What other people find easy, is sometimes hard for us, so you do deserve a pat on the back!
Mental illness is just as much of a disease, as cancer. People can't see our disease, so they say stupid things, like snap out of it! Do you know of anybody who can snap out of cancer? Sense they can't see it, they don't believe it. They are ignorant people, plus they're scared. They know deep down inside that if it happened to you, it could happen to them.
Write me and tell me how your doing today, Please try some of my tricks, because they really work. You have nothing to lose.
How could you possibly know what God wants for you? (unless he tells you) You said you are a christian, yet your saying God wants you gone. To him, you are the most precious person, that he has ever created!
You are saying you know better then God. He created you directly from him,(you are made from a part of him) You are a direct descendant from God.
Tell him that you need him, this very second. And, he will be right beside you. Do it! I can tell you that, without any conviction, he will be there. God bless you!
I hardly know where to start, except to say I know exactly how you feel and I am so sorry. The first thing that comes to my mind, is you are being over medicated. I use to be you, and I couldn't take any anti-depressants. They all made me suicidal. So I only took tranq's, to get me through those day's.
I found this board and met stranger's who really cared about me. They would make me shower, leave my house, and basically made me feel I wasn't alone.(for the 1st time)
I use to write on here all day, then I started feeling stronger and stronger, thanks to them. Then I got breast cancer, had to go through chemo, radiation, and finally a mastectomy.
The only thing that helped me was God. When I 1st heard the word cancer, I thought I'd lose my mind. I also got kind of excited to be finally dying! Without me having to do anything, except, refuse treatment.
That night, when I almost went insane, all the sudden God let me know that he would take care of me. So I said,"please let me have the strength to go through this?" He took care of everything, even the depression. All the sudden, I wasn't alone(not with all those cancer people to help you.) I was happy everyday, because I was special. I had cancer. I was no longer just me. (that sounds really sick)
I don't care, all I know is God made me have no side effects, what so ever. Except me going bald, of course! Him staying by my side, made me fearless, and even want to live.
He's still by my side right now, and it's been 7mo. I'm still deliriously happy. All you have to do is ask God to please let you feel him next to you. And you will never feel alone again, plus he will let you see things, you never saw before.
It's really weird, but when I look at things like the sky, grass, or a bird, your everyday normal things, use to see. Well, when he's by your side, they all look like a fairy tail picture, or something.
All I know is, you have nothing to lose. Ask God to help you, and start taking less of those pills, that obviously aren't working. God bless you.
Your daughter is very ill. She has one of the worst postpartum cases. I had it after my 1st child, he was still in the hospital(premature) So he was never in any danger. On my third day home, I heard a voice, where as I got the phone book out, made an appt with a shrink, then called my husband and mother to tell them what happened. Mine went away after 6mo., but I never heard anymore voice's, except that one time.
The bottom line in her case, is she needs to be hospitalized. She might need to stay for months, but you have to do this! If you want to save her life and possibly her KID's. She is showing all the symptoms of the women who drown her children in the bathtub, so they would all go to heaven. She's crying out to you, you must do something immediately. God bless you, her, and the whole family. It's a family disease, the whole family suffers along with her.View Thread
Hi stranger! It's your ole pal Lukeperry. How have you been, and what are you up to? Did you see the post from mlovelola87 asking how to help her depressed mom who has Parkinson's? It's right under this post. I helped as much as I could, but I know you could probably tell her a lot more. Thanks, and We miss you.(Sophie & me)View Thread
Your mom is terrified and she knows that the Parkinson's is getting worse. After hearing that she had a incurable disease, that only gets worse over time. She probably went into shock, then she started seeing it progressing. She must feel so lost and alone and of course depressed. She needs some kind of support, is there a Parkinson's Support group in her area, or check on line. There is a lady on here who could explain Parkinson's a lot better then me. Ask her, susiemargaret directly. If you can't do that, post it on here to susiemargaret. She's the best!View Thread
I'm sorry that the diagnosis is so upsetting to you. Aren't you kind of relieved to finally have a name for the problem? I wouldn't tell anybody, except my family, because it's nobody's business. You have a disease just like people who have leukemia, or something, and it can be controlled with medication, right? Don't worry about what other people think, you have enough to worry about, taking care of yourself. I didn't tell people that I had cancer, because I didn't feel like having to explain anything, or answering a lot of questions. Plus I didn't want to see any kind of pity look. So I only told my family a very close friends. God bless you. Your stronger then you know, and I feel like your going to handle this just as well as you've handled any other adversity in your life. LukeView Thread
How are you doing? I was so happy when I saw your name on here, because it's been so long since we talked! I miss you! I finished my last radiation treatment 4 mo. ago. Now I have to decide if I want reconstructive surgery, or not. Sophie misses you also.