Hello, I'm new here, and I hope it's ok as I don't have a diagnosed ED. I am 9 pounds away from having an underweight BMI. I am a restricter. Nobody knows, altho I think one coworker suspects as I don't eat very often at work, and when I do, it's not much. I am also depressed. I was on meds for depression a really long time ago. I have been posting on the depression community as well. Today I am feeling especially fat, ugly and stupid. I feel like I don't deserve anything good - and that includes food.View Thread