I have only had this about a year and feel the same way. I just always wonder if somehow I am being punished.? I just try to look at all the blessing that has been put into my life. The great friends, wonderful 6 year old daughter that tries her best to help when I am down, and now I'm back in college pushing myself to the limits. All I can do is take it one day at a time. Don't feel like a failure! Uneed to rely on your friends and family, they should understand. Good luck!!!View Thread