I had something like this before. I couldn't wear it. I tried. It was killing me to do it, but I did it for my husband. He can't understand that if I can't stand clothes touching me some days, that I can't even fathom something feeling like I'm being electrocuted and thumped.
It really hurt his feelings, and never let me forget. Now he's trying to bring another one of the same into existence. What do you think? I don't like him wasting his money on things I tell him will not work.
I am not heard. Always trying to fix things. I appreciate what he does, but listening and trusting what I say....huh.......View Thread
I have. Sometimes it get itchy and I put my finger in it and wiggle arround. Feel like it's going through head. Some times it come on out of the blue.
Went to the doctor once when it got bad, and was told that I had water in my ear canal. Took antibiotics and it was ok. Now it comes and go and it is mild compared to what it used to be. My whole face hurts so bad and they feel hot.
Your story seems to be mine. My family is hurt because of me, and I have been a burden that I never wished to be. My husband works so hard taking care of his mother, now sister, and always me.
Feel like I can't help. Can't think half of the time. I try to take all things in consideration. God continues to give me strength. Whatever happens let it happen. God knows what he is doing. I either don't care, or I'm trusting God.View Thread
I know it's late to reply, but I feel exactly as you do. Yes I push through everything. Get tired of being asked what's wrong. You were ok a minute ago! Tired of expectations family have for me, not knowing that I can't even do the things I have in my own mind to do!
I look forward to going to bed only to not get rest. I know God hears and sees me. He understands, even in my dispair. Pray if you believe in God. I believe that is the ONE thing that keeps me. Yes I get very down. I cry a lot. Suffering in plain sight and in silence>
Have mercy upon me O God according to thy loving kindness.
Much Love Z
P.S. Get a scripture learn it recite it. Things like this help me, also laugh whenever you can. Do things that YOU like to do that relax You!View Thread