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wifeofnamvet

Joined: 04/07/2010
My Story:
the year 2009 was an extremely bad year for me and my son. my brother passed away suddenly in march, followed by my other brother in october and then my husband in november....just 10 days before our 37th wedding anniversary....i was very close to my brothers, we seen each other every day...i don't feel like i had time to grieve before my whole world was shattered with my husband passing so unexpectedly...we had a wonderful life together...we shared everything, we were best friends....i don't know how i get up and go through the motions each day..i am thankful for the 4 dogs we have...2 we rescued (they are 5 yrs.) and the other 2 we had as puppies(they are 8 & 9 yrs.). they are such good companions. they follow me every where..when i cry they are there...they keep the house from being empty...i am having a hard time trying to live around the heart break....i go to the cemetery and can't believe that it's real...i love him so very much and miss him so deeply....they say it takes time...but how can you comprehend time when days and nights all feel the same...he always told me he wanted me to continue to be happy if anything ever happened to him...easier said then done, i have guilt because i can't do that for him because he was my happiness...i show my son that i'm ok....by living on the outside while i'm dying on the inside....Caprice once told me that grief is a roller coaster of emotions....i guess i'm just waiting to get off..........

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SR71blackbird...I am so sorry for your loss...we all have those feelings of thinking...More
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Reply: My sweet dog has left us yesterday
Pandora...first i am sorry for your loss....I think sometimes we try to rationalize...More
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Baby is doing great! today is her 1st birthday party....not good concerning my sister...More
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Started a new job.....but hate comming home to an empty house....I told my therapy...More
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Prayers are answered!! baby is doing great....she started walking at 9 months.. now 10...More
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wish i could say i am happy......but i'm not i wish i could say i no longer cry...More
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did reply to the newcomer....i have been to the doctor and things aren't so good..but...More
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Reply: loss of husband
gweneeyore...I am so so sorry for your loss....it has been 2 yrs. for me and i cannot...More
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Reply: close to a breakdown
I hope it is not your health...are you ok?....I know this site must get hard for you...More
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Reply: close to a breakdown
I call my sister everyother day to talk with her...she sleeps alot so i try to give...More
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