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Have you lost a loved one? A pet passed away or a lost a job? Grief binds all ... more

Reply: if i could just have one more conversation with my...

I havent been on here for a while....at some point it made it worse when in the...

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Reply: Life I want it back............

sbpmp: I am writing you because I read your story.....I can relate to the "GAME"...

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Reply: Loss of Significant Other

Just wanted to check in and see how you are doing....its been a while since you have...

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Reply: The Many Losses...

AkariMoon, I cannot tell you anything other than when the anxiety gets to be to...

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Reply: Loss of Significant Other

I feel your pain..I lost my Boyfriend (husband) of 9 yrs - a year ago in Feb....it...

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Reply: Too much loss....

Too much loss: I read your story...i am so sorry! My story is much like yours...I had...

Posted by bonnieindiana

Too much loss: I read your story...i am so sorry! My story is much like yours...I had been with my Dan for 9 years, we still had our own homes but 2 yrs. ago we decided to move in together...i put it off a year to spring in 2009 March was the Month to be moving (I down sized durring that year) then He found out his 19 yr old Son was going to have a baby. So they would move in with him, I said we should wait another year to let them be settled. He did not want to do that but I insisted... so we waited. in Jan. this year I was at his house for my brithday weekend and we had a great time. We had both just gotten puppies in Aug. of 2010 so they were about 6 months old (choch. Lab and a Shutzu). We were building towards our future together and that night he woke up at 2:00 am and was having a hard time breathing so he went on the couch thinking he had bronc. again. I woke up at 7:30am he looked very tired. He said just could not lay down and breath...he would not go to the hospital until the next day though, with it being Sunday. At midnight that night he then asked his Son to take him in (I had went home, 40 Min. drive because my grandson was coming to stay) Dan called me at 7:30am to say he was in the hospital and they were going to run some tests. I drove there right after work! and stayed with him for the next 2 weeks...he had congestive heart failure and his lungs were filling up...HE was 48yrs old (Diving off the diving board just months earlier in his pool and had been fine). they came back to say he needed heart surgery, which he had a week later. He was not getting better so they decided to transfer him to a larger hospital. He passed away in the ambelance with in 20 minutes into the 2 hrs. drive. He was still on the machines so we had to unhook him as there was no brain activity two days later as he died in my arms... I have been trying to pick up the peices of ME...since then. I am just walking in a cloud most of the time...The tears come like a river when I least expect it...the rest of the time I just feel a deep sadness with in my sole...I am a christian and that has helped I feel God is here for me and I feel him carrying me when i cannot walk alone. I had to go to his house and take my things and bring them to my house (that tore me up)..now I cannot bring myself to remove his stuff from my house, his jammies are still 9 months later setting at the end of the bed, stuff still in the med. cabinet, ect... pictures on the wall...I think most everyone thinks I am doing good because I have started dating a nice guy (not sure about doing that but)...I guess it had helped in giving me something to keep my mind busy...His kids have a nice bit of money now, they both quit their jobs (bought a new car,,,) they are young and think they will be rich forever..He would be sick to see how they are acting at his expence. They are only 18 and 21 so hopefully they will figure out the money will not last forever. Anywho, I hide my pain in missing him from most but when i am alone - god help me it is overwhelming! as a part of me has also died and I am so lost with out him. My Son took his Choc. Lab for me so I still get to have her sometimes...so that is good! I just dont know how to move forward (for real) I fake it most days....others I just cannot hide it.
So I think maybe just know you are not alone and we are here to talk to if you need me - I would love to chat. We r strong thats why they loves us! HUGS to you my friend!View Thread

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Reply: feelings of loss

alone259, It sounds to me like you are going through a greiving process...that is...

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Reply: Loss of spouse

I am very glad to hear that to Raymondswife. I have looked for a group to join and...

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Reply: close to a breakdown

I have to tell you, I have read your whole situtation and I really think you could be...

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Reply: Can't Move On

Miss_Vikki, I read your story...I know how u feel in a way because I just lost my...

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