Well, I decided its time to make major changes in my life that will relieve the stress. But it will be stressful for the time being until its all settled in.
I have realized that this location where I live is not healthy. Too inconvenient with ride system here as well as the MH services that are clueless on how to work with me with the kind of disability I have.
I told dad I am not happy living here and its time for me to make a change. He's not happy with my decision on the move. Say I can't afford it but I can if I get a job to help offset the cost of moving. I plan on building up my savings acct to help with the change. Sadly its a shame he doesn't understand how much stress it is waiting on a ride or my other drivers are available to take me. He said fine do that then.
I am STILL waiting on my stupid glasses and hope it is in soon so I can relieve the stress off the right eye. I get tired by the end of the day and I get cranky. Hopefully relocating will be much better for me.
I have started early stages of transition by making calls finding housing which i already have a list but need to find out where the best place to live. That is one priority that I have a safe place to live in and a job on hand. It mustt be a part time job because pdoc won't let me have full time job yet until I am stable. I guess thats what my plans are. I will be going up north in Oct for meetings.
Oct is going be the busiest month for me. Lots that needs to be done. I am not looking forward to it but I have to.
Hi all. I know I have not posted here in ages. I have been busy with my life but it is stressful. I have mixed emotions right now trying to decide which direction I want to go to. Some people will be happy and support me and there are going to be some not so happy.
My job is getting to be too much even though its one day a week. Some people tell me to get over it but they don't live inside of my dealing with bipolar. I was recently hospitalized for the depression (crashed). I still don't feel that well but am OK. I didn't get much support from friend and family either.
I have a hard decision to make to either keep the job i have or quit and find another job but thats going to be difficult. Maybe I need time to heal first from the trauma I have experienced a year ago. Its now in the court system. It does look like its leaning towards a trial. which adds more stress. It makes me want to do something to help relieve the pain I am in.
I am not sure what I want to do right now. I do plan to talk to my T about it on Tues.
I guess thats my update for now until I figure out what I want to do.