Hey there TNBoy29 and welcome - you've found a GREAT community to share, vent and get information.
Being confused and upset is completely understood but I think you've made the first step to feeling better to tackle this by posting here. I know you'll find inspiration from our fabulous community members!
Regarding the drinking, there are a few good resources here that might give you some direction when you're ready. WebMD Substance Abuse CommunityGREAT experts on this board who address issues and answer questions. Alcohol Abuse Health CenterHealth Tools, Frequently Asked Questions, Exams and Tests, Treatment Overview, Medications, Other Places To Get Help.
Please keep posting to get support and ask questions!
We're happy to announce the launch of a new tool here at WebMD that we think our members will enjoy -- WebMD Answers .
While community is a place to get to know your fellow members and experts on a deep and supportive level, sometimes folks just want to ask a question and receive an answer. That's what WebMD Answers is all about.
Do you have friends that you've tried to get to join you here in community, but they feel they don't have the time to spend? Maybe Answers is a tool they can use for quick access.
Anyone can ask a question, and anyone can answer a question. Experts, partner organizations, staff and moderators will also be responding to some questions.
We invite you all to go in and check it out today. If you have any questions about this new tool, post them here and we'll try to help you out.