I'd love to do the sex for free but don't know about doing a porn flick. Maybe if I were back in my carefree teenage years, I would jump at the opportunity. But now that I'm older, I care about my reputation. What if someone I know stumble across my flick? Blackmailing? etc. I don't think I can enjoy the sex act with all that running through my mind.View Thread
I think my first sighting was in a swimming pool locker room when I was still young. I went swimming with friends and we were never naked in front of one another. We would always change with "towel dance" or go into a stall. One day an adult walked in and just stripped naked in front of us, and my friends and I were caught off guard that one of my friends started laughing out loud.
I couldn't help but stole glances at that adult's penis because I had always been curious to see what an adult penis looked like. His was big, and I was hoping that mine would be big too some day.View Thread
Wow, thanks for sharing your sentiments here. I agree that there's some special bond between father and son when they can be open to each other like that. My father left before I was even born, so I never have that special bond with a father figure.
As I was growing up in my teen years, I felt like I was doing fine without my dad. Strangely as I get older as an adult, that longing for a father figure starts to surface more and more intensely. Now when I see father and son showing affection toward each other, there's some aching in heart.
Even reading your story here makes my heart ache wishing that my childhood had been different. How more solid I would have been as a person if I had had a father figure in my life.
So, gymrat, do you have sons that you can share these special bonding moments with?View Thread
I recently took a trip to Austria and stayed in a hotel where there was spa/sauna facility. I went to check it out and it was a coed facility, so I prepared my shorts and towel before going into sauna. [br>[br>Then I found a guy in there completely nude and that caught me off guard because the whole spa area was supposed to be coed. He was leaving and started speaking to me in German which I didn't understand then he just walked away into shower still completely nude. I didn't mind the nudity but just found it strange because if my female friends had come down with me, they would have been shocked.[br>[br>Then I googled about it and found that in German speaking countries, this is completely normal and not being naked in spa is in fact inappropriate.[br>[br>I found it interesting and thought I'd share it here. I wish that gyms around here would be a little more open. No one goes into sauna/steam room naked in my area even in men's sauna.View Thread
I would say porn really excites and enhances my fantasies when I masturbate. I'm trying to refrain from it now though because for a period of time, I used it too much that I had to depend on it for a good session. Without it, it wasn't as intense any more. That's when I know something was wrong and had to retrain my mind/body.View Thread