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Hello everyone. I am new here and I was just diagnosed with MS August 4th, 2012(Saturday)...
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Hello everyone. I am new here and I was just diagnosed with MS August 4th, 2012(Saturday) at age 29. When I had gotten the news that this is what I have been experiencing, 1 week before I had lost my cousin. She was fighting a battle with cancer and all of the extreme tests and experiments to help her get well gave her a heart attack. While I was still trying to process the fact that she passed, I got a phone call from my Dr. office and the nurse told me I have to come in asap to see the doc because the MRI showed that I have lesions on my brain and I have MS. I asked her, "can I come in next Friday?" she said "no, this is kind of serious, can you come in Tuesday?" I replied "yes." When she said I had MS I didn't know what that meant, I really didn't care, I had a lot going on and I was also moving out of my place at the time. MS whatever. Well when I finally had a moment to sit down and breathe, I did some research and *BING* it all made sense. I went to see my doc and he told me again what was seen on the MRI and he told me "there is nothing I can do for you anymore, you are a special case." That may sound harsh but I appreciate him telling me that instead of trying to figure things out aimlessly. He referred me to some neuro docs and wished me well and the journey begins. Now in 2011 I had symptoms such as the headaches and the left side of my face tingling, but I just shrugged it off and kept going. In November of last year I became constipated and I thought it was what I was eating but I didn't eat any weird foods, I was regular all my life. The beginning of this year, headaches were everyday, the back of my head felt heavy, face would tingle all over, speech would slow down and sometimes it wouldn't come out. I went to the ER March of this year b/c I thought I had a stroke. I explained everything but it was no stroke, it was nothing. I was prescribed Ibuprofen for the headaches and with a question unto myself, "what is wrong with you girl?" As time went on and the weather became warm my symptoms exploded *BOOM* so much to the point that people thought I was just a bucket full of exaggeration. I still have headaches, brains slows down for about 5 seconds, scalp feels numb, left side of body tingles, hoarseness, I see spots when too much light is in view, weight loss(loss 10 lbs. and I do eat), numb hands, arms numb and cramp at times, left hand itches on the inside(thought I was bit by something), left hand jumps on its own, legs numb, feet numb, bones feel painful(probably from all the weight I lost), constipation, forgetfulness, depression, TIRED all the time, legs get weak when standing too long, fell down stairs 3 times, balance is off, spine feels like electric runs through it also my lower back when I bend, sleep maybe 4 good hours a night(unless I take a muscle relaxer), spasms in sleep and many more. Some of these symptoms are everyday and they have no scheduled time to show up, but it's like my brain let me know when they are about to happen. It all trickles down from my brain to my feet and when the brain slows or freezes or whatever, I know to pace myself b/c anything is possible. I went to the ER in July of this year, told them all I experience and they did a CT scan and the scan said I had white matter on my brain. They referred me to a neuro doc and they didn't say why even tho they referred me to a neuro doc. I thought, "neuro doc for what???" I found everything out from the MRI and now I am seeing the neuro doc of my choice. My 1st visit with her was last week and she sent me yesterday for another MRI w'wo contrast. I go on the 11th of this month for a EEG. I am taking meds for constipation, sleep and spasms. I have a 3 year old son that I muster up energy for b/c he needs me. The only thing that is keeping me at peace is knowing that this is not a disease unto death. I haven't cried about it, heck, I don't know what to feel. I take it day by day slowly. Any suggestions on how to deal with this? Thanks:)View Thread
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I agree with you about taking naps and since I was diagnosed I see the importance of a nap...
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I agree with you about taking naps and since I was diagnosed I see the importance of a nap more than ever. I am able to take a nap when I need to. All my life, as far as I can remember I had to take a nap, I could not function without one and if I didn't take one then I would become moody and disgruntle. My family always asked, "why does she sleep so much?" When they saw how I was without one they changed their tone to, "let her sleep, she needs it." This makes me think now that I may have had MS for years. Throughout my life I have had some other symptoms too but they didn't last like these I have now.
No apologies Rory, I really appreciate all the information and I would rather hear it all from someone who had to make all of these decisions themselves before. That is why I joined this community because hearing peoples personal experiences, and not just going off of what the dr.s have to say, is enlightening. All of those treatments sound very fun, and I know they are created to help, but I am kind of leaning toward no treatments. I don't know yet and all of the description you have provided me with of these treatments will help me choose better once I do decide to. I know that everyone's dealings, symptoms and pain are different and some of the stories I have read of others that have MS really hurts my heart. The one thing that is keeping me from losing my head about all of this is that this disease is not unto death and it could be something much worse that what it is. I am grateful for life and if I have to live life with MS, with or without treatments, then I will live it to the best of my ability.View Thread
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No apologies Rory, I really appreciate all the information and I would rather hear it all from someone who had to make all of these decisions themselves before. That is why I joined this community because hearing peoples personal experiences, and not just going off of what the dr.s have to say, is enlightening. All of those treatments sound very fun, and I know they are created to help, but I am kind of leaning toward no treatments. I don't know yet and all of the description you have provided me with of these treatments will help me choose better once I do decide to. I know that everyone's dealings, symptoms and pain are different and some of the stories I have read of others that have MS really hurts my heart. The one thing that is keeping me from losing my head about all of this is that this disease is not unto death and it could be something much worse that what it is. I am grateful for life and if I have to live life with MS, with or without treatments, then I will live it to the best of my ability.View Thread
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Thank you so much Rory. I go back to my neurologist on the 11th and she will go over the...
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Thank you so much Rory. I go back to my neurologist on the 11th and she will go over the 2nd MRI I got done last week and that one was with and without contrast. The thing that I am sort of afraid of is the treatments, I don't know how they will agree with me. My son is such an encourager to me and he rub my back when I am in pain or feeling down, I couldn't ask for a better child. I am so glad I found this community because just talking to somebody about how I feel they don't understand, but I know that I can talk to someone who I can relate to with this. I don't want sympathy from anyone either, that is why I just keep silent about it all, but I will surely ask questions from you all. I really appreciate this site. One question, what is "pushing trough"?View Thread
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