I lost my dear sweet 3 yr old Newfie "Dunkel" just 3 months ago. He suddenly got a Cartilagenous Embolism in his spine and was permanently paralyzed from middle back all the way back. He was the most playful, happy, loving, sweet, nurturing pet I have ever known. I believe he was the 1 unique special dog I will have in my lifetime. We made the choice to have him euthanized. It would have been no way for him to live. You could tell he was depressed. Like I said, this was 3 months ago, and yet I feel so much guilt and sadness about him living such a short life. He was too special to have gone so soon. I miss him so so so badly. Will the sadness ever go away?View Thread