Oh my gosh....in my mind I am still in February but this is the end of April! I think it is because it keeps getting cold and this is Texas...it should be hot by now! I have so much to do still. DH did plant my flower bed for me and he cleaned the kitchen and living room tonight. I just gotta hit the bathrooms and get the flower pots planted. Then of course start cleaning closets and rearranging furniture and staining some other furniture.......View Thread
Yea.....I have kinda kicked a few roll chairs around lately! If I start crying I just don't stop. I get more mad because I'm crying and it is a cycle! And yea...you can tell with me big time! I'm Irish so if my face gets red it is all over with!View Thread
Thanks. Today she was just nice as could be! It made me mad all over again. I am going to do something about it, I just don't know what yet. I mean, they really can't fire me unless I break policy and I certainly don't do that. If they fire me because I make waves....that would be bad on them because I'm pregnant! I don't know. I guess I will just have to figure out the right person to talk to. Today was my Friday though so I am going to enjoy my days off to the fullest! I won't have to deal with her again until Monday either, so that is a very good thing!View Thread
I am not really a crier. I will cry at sad movies or television shows. And ya know...those ASPCA commercials. But generally I keep it all together especially in front of other people. I don't cry when I am angry either. But these stupid emotions have me crying tonight and I am really mad about that and it is making me cry even more!
Let me explain a bit. I feel like I am in quarantine at my job. I am in a little room all alone for 8 hours opening doors. It is hard to get someone to relieve me to go to the bathroom even, but I know who I can go to. So, a friend relieved me with 15 minutes left in the shift. I came back in and he was going thru my snacks and was talking to me for all of 30 seconds. My supervisor calls in there and starts chewing me out about him being in there and hiding out and how she is gonna say something in briefing and she now dictates who is allowed in there. So basically she is cutting off everyone who will relieve me and going with 1 or 2 of her "pets" that won't ever do it. All because someone spoke to me for 30 seconds. And it isn't like he was hiding anyways. HELLO! It is a jail! There are cameras everywhere!
Anyways, I got so mad and it was all I could do to not cry there and while I was walking out to my car. I just left and didn't even stay and talk to anyone. And all the way home I cried. I mean, basically people aren't allowed to talk to me. She has essentially quarantined me! I already hate that I can't be with my coworkers and sharing in the work....now I am being treated like a leapor and getting "dictated". I really wish I could leave there but now I have to wait. I guess I can stick it out, but I really hate crying!View Thread
I am getting so overwhelmed! I have so much stuff to do and think about and I don't know where to start! First off I am in school full time. I am about half way thru a master's program. Luckily it is offered all online, but I am so sick of school right now!
I also HAVE to start rearranging my house! DH keeps telling me I have time, but I don't! Not with work and school. I have so much to do! I had resigned to not ever being able to hae kids so stuff went wherever. Now I have all this stuff all over! My mom is trying to move down here and she basically wants me to tell her how to get it all done. No time for that stuff....and the silliest part I am worried about is my DVR! It is so dang full and I am so behind on so many shows! I got behind because I will do homework, but since I have been so dang tired I just can't stay up and watch them!
I also have 4 little snsapdragon plants sitting on a windowsill in what is going to be the nursery because I haven't had time to plant them. I am worried they are gonna die! I guess all these silly things are better than major, real issues. I just wish some magical fairy would come and do them all for me!!!View Thread
Welcome back Mrs! I know how you feel being so tired. When I get home I eat and look on the computer then it is off to bed!
I'm doing good. Had an u/s and everything was great. My nausea has gone away for the most part. I still have bouts of it here and there, but not at all what it was! My moods just come out of nowhere! I freaked out on 2 of my guy friends at work tonight. Luckily they are understanding and with an apology and some snack sharing I was back in their good graces in no time!View Thread
Had my u/s today! Doc said everything looked great. Development was right on track, heart rate was 166 and he even told the little one to stop wiggling so he could get a pic! I am so relieved that everything went well. I can finally let myself start looking at stuff now I think!View Thread