Wow, sorry to hear that!!! Do you feel you are sick enough to receive these services? If so, you need to find a doctor to commit you to the hospital, then they have to treat you for whatever ails you?! Or, you can have one of your family members and a friend civilly commit you to one through a court? If they do, you will be escorted to an M.H. in your state, county? Just so you know, the doctors there will keep you the full three days while they assess your condition?
I had that happen to me, my brother and a supposed friend had me committed because I tried to kill myself. I had some fun in there, though! If the doc failed to give me the meds my doctor from home gave me, I would grab this poor kid that could play a piano like nobody's business, and drag him side to side down the hallway singing Christmas songs as loud as I could. So, when Bruce came out, yep, same name as my brother, but even bigger than his six and a half feet, and twice as strong, would come grabbing at me and I would dodge him till the other orderly came out, can't remember his name, but they would corral me and the nurse would give me a P.R.N. and then they would drag me into the padded room, strip me naked, and chain me spreads eagle on the floor. It was great!!! I didn't really care for all the guys looking in, but the girls? H3ll yes!!! LOL!!! The only problem I had, the V.A. reps came and took me to the V.A. hospital where they did not give P.R.N.'s. Meds yes, no good P.R.N.s tho? LOL!!! And then, they kicked me out after six weeks of talking to this one awesome Psychiatrist, she new her stuff just like Dr. Leslie does!!! Smart, and quick to get to the heart of the problem, she was that good, again, just like our Dr. Leslie!
Wow, it is getting late, better get going on other jobs that need to be done before bed time. I hope you get the help you deserve, Deb, I really do!!! Maybe you could go see Dr. Leslie professionally? Just kidding, LOL!!! You do deserve to be treated like any person should! Demand to see a Dr. that will listen too you.
Yes, Deb, you do deserve to live life more so than I!!! Please allow yourself to love yourself as much as we do?! Everyone here loves you, you know that already, right? Good!
You sleep well tonight, I wish I could have gotten back to you sooner, but had chores to tend to, and still have more. LOL!!!
Please don't ever say that again!!! YOUR LIFE IS WORTH SAVING!!! Do you hear me??? You better Missy!!! YOU ARE OUR DEBBIE, AND WE ALL LOVE YOU!!! YOU ARE A MORE WORTHY PERSON TO LIVE THAN I AM!!! Your past is nothing near as horrible as mine is, but I still feel worthy of life and love, and so should you! Deb, you are a fine person, you care about other's feelings over your own, that is all. You need to accept your love, for yourself, too! We sure do! We accept your love as a given, as you are a part of this family! We also love you, as a given, simply because you are here, and you are our friend too, along with being a family member!!!
Believe it or not, Deb, you are a kind, loving, giving person! Why not give yourself some of that love? Why can't you be kind to yourself, and give yourself the same love you give to us??? As far as I am concerned, you have more love in your heart than anybody else I know? Share some of that, along with our love for you, and be loved for being you!!!
I think the others would agree, every time you answer a post, you give more love to that person than all of the rest of us do? Deb, your heart is overflowing with love for others, can't you let yourself love yourself? You do accept our love to you, don't you? I sure hope you do? Every one of us here love who you are, Deb, even Dr. Leslie has feelings for you, I can hear it in her answers to you?! Don't you feel our love? Do you accept who we are? From your answers to us, I know you do! Please allow that love to unlock the love within you, the love for yourself. We know you have enough to go around, and then some! Give some of it back to yourself, you do deserve to be loved whether you accept that or not?
We want you to here for us, as well as we want to be here for you! Kay???
Wow, just starting to date again after soooo many years of wedded bliss??? And you were dumped by two lovely ladies? You should be patting yourself on the back!!! Two? So soon? Wow, I wish I had it so good!!! I've been trying to find Mrs. Right for six years now, and have had no success as of yet? Not one steady affair yet, and you have had two??? Yep, you should be patting yourself on the back!!!
I like what FCL has said! You may or may not have jumped in so soon, but you have had no experience dating in today's society? I've had the same problems, only I can't afford to give a woman a diamond ring after just so long? You need to slow down, especially now! You have what sounds like a nice lovely warm woman now? Don't blow it by giving her a ring of any kind, not till both of you are sure this is it, you know, the one you want to share the rest of your life with? Then, and only then, give her the ring and see how she reacts then, okay? Go slow, she may be having the same type of worries you have?
Like FCL said, "They were stepping stones on the road to your one and only", okay? Concentrate all of your efforts on this new gal, and you both will appreciate it! Take your time, what's the hurry? She's not going anywhere in a hurry, you can count on that!
I want to wish you success in your dating future!!!
I had a nice weekend, I guess? The placing the flowers was the best part, after that, it was back home here with my stalkers and domestic terrorists. There was times I could snatch some sleep, but for the last week or so, it has been non stop! One of them stays home at all times, so one is always there to keep me awake. I have begged, pleaded, cajoled, and downright hollered at them to stop. I ask them how it feels to be so low and disgusting as to torment a disabled vet? My answer? More of the same, or harder vibrations through my floor, their ceiling. They are some of the most despicable individuals as I have never met!!! These idgits take the whole cake and frosting too, and then the ice cream!!!
As you know, I have begged the police, my landlady, and them idgits to give me some peace? I get nothing at all, or only a short time to myself to sleep? I haven't slept at all the last two days now, one is always at it, constantly following me everywhere, stalking me, and when they find me, it is unending vibrations or some type of device on their bed that I can hear in mine? Oh, I can feel their every move in my bed, and they are a living room and two bedrooms away from my bed? This place was built cheaply for sure! I can feel them walking around and around and around looking for me? Stalkers and terrorists, nothing less!!! I think they are mindless morons, but who can really say?
Sorry Roh! I got carried away! You don't need my problems, the little despicable a-holes!!!
I love the book, I am making everyone jealous of me for knowing an author!!! LOL!!!
I took the opportunity to go see my buddy Joe at his grave site, and took some flowers to put on some of the veteran's graves there. There was quite a few visitors out there. I'm glad some things never change!!! We should never forget what they have done for us, many of them never got to come home!
I placed flowers at the grave of one of each war's vets, starting with WWl, then WWll, Korea, and Viet Nam. That was all the flowers I could afford. Even tho I can't always afford to go visit the graves of my own family members that fought in those wars, I still have to honor the vets no matter what! I wish that young punk below me could understand what it means to wear the uniform! He think its okay to stalk me, and torment me at all hours of the day and night, right now, even? It even has his girlfriend do it while he is at work, wow, it takes all kinds of idiots to walk the face of this planet! These two take the cake, frosting, and the ice cream too!!! I ask them how they could look at themselves in the mirror every day, knowing they are complete aholes? I get more disrespect as an answer? Oh well, one day, Karma will have her say!!!
Did I tell you I love the illustrations? That clears up a lot of questions I had about what they might have looked like? Thanks again, Roh, for the book, but mostly for being my friend! Oh, and for being my sista from another mista!!!
Say what??? If this wonderful guy is a musician, and he lets you play (sorry FCL, I'm going to borrow your words here) second fiddle to his MOMMY, is no man!!! This guy is what, afraid to cut the chords, (pun intended) with his mother in order to give to you his total and undivided attention? Wow, not a man at all, as far as this situation goes! Counselling or no, he needs to be the man and let his mommy go!
No man worth his salt would allow for this, this what, a three person dating experience? If I were you, and yes, I am sorry you have low self esteem issues, but this boy needs to grow up, take you as his one and only, or see ya later, baby boy!!! You really do deserve someone special, someone who puts you first in every decision he makes! Please allow yourself to accept a real, true love, not this triple dating thingy going on here?!
Look at what you have accomplished over these last few years? If anyone can do all of that, and still have self esteem issues, is someone who just needs to let herself accept herself as a real go to person deserving of love and happiness, too!!!
Wonderful person or no, he is still a mommies boy afraid to cut the cords, and move on with his own life! Selfish? YES!!! Self centered? YES!!! Will he ever put mommy out of your misery? Well, I think you better ask him that question before much longer? Why waste possible years of your life playing second fiddle to any other woman, especially his mommy? You do deserve a mans love, yes indeed you do!!!
Stop playing both sides against yourself! Be one with yourself!!! Be one woman deserving of one man's love, not shared with mommy, okay? Please accept the fact that you really are quite the catch! Any man, myself included, would love the chance to be your man! Look at who you are from the other side of the mirror, be that woman along with the woman you are on the outside!!!!
Get it? I sure hope so, before you waste more precious time on mommies boy. He will never cut those strings, and you have already seen that for yourself! Move on, if he doesn't try to change this living arrangement with you. If he can't see his way to being your man, and only your man, choose to find that one man deserving of your time, and love!!! He is out there, looking for you right this minute!!!
No one can change who they are without losing a part of themselves! How much desire does this guy have to change himself, even a little? Find out by asking pointed questions, now, before you waste more precious time!
I hope there is one nugget of help in there somewhere, for you? You really do deserve to be happy!
Good luck, and thanks for coming here, please feel welcome!!!
It sounds like your dad and mine may have been twins separated at birth? My dad did that till he got remarried, mom called him the cheapskate all the time. It was a source of glee among us. LOL!!! Aaahhh, the memories!
Yes, you are right, if they don't like the way it was wrapped, they wouldn't get another gift from me. Everyone in my family knew this, so it wasn't a big deal to any of them how it arrived, as long as it did arrive? LOL!!! My kids laughed at me as much, or more, than we did our dad? That big wheel thingy, you know? What comes around, goes around? LOL!!! I think I laughed at myself more than anyone laughed at me?
Yep, your dad sure had me beat! Thanks for sharing that, it brought back a lot of good memories from my youth!!! Thanks again!!!