When I read this, I feel as if I wrote it. I have been divorced twice, and my new husband and I have been married only a month, but together going on three years. I know he has cheated on me, we split up for a month and he begged me back and asked me to marry him, swearing he is a changed man. But I cant seem to trust him. I am making myself sick. I am starting to hate myself because I cant trust him. I know there is nothing I can do if he does, but I want to know if he does, because I will leave him for good. It destroys me that I am not enough for him, that he would mess with other females. I give him plenty of attention. I have no social life because I worry about what he is doing all the time. I cant sleep, I cant eat, and I am making myself so sick worrying that he is talking to other females behind my back. View Thread