Gee, I wish a had a dollar for every time I felt like I was losing it with thtis disease. It has been the most frustrating illness I have ever dealt with. Everytime I think I have a medicine that is going to work, I have a reaction. SO don't feel alone, there are many people who are going through or have gone through what you are doing. The first year is the toughest, it will get better and level off.View Thread