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When it first started i felt different from everyone and it was really hard trying to cope with it as an elementary school kid. I thought i was weird and nobody will understand. The voices weren't making it any better either, I had to try so hard not letting them talk durring class, and at home i had to make it look like i was talking on the phone so that my perents wouldn't find out. The more i hid this from everyone the more they got worse. Also whenever they said anything out loud, it was always just be negative like, "Shut up! Go die!". Sometimes there would be power struggles with my body too, when they wanted to talk and i wouldn't let them they'd hit me. But i never lost to them once, i'm always under control.
I told my closest friends about it, i was scared at first, but i could always rely on them for advice. And when i told them they understood and accepted me. When that happened i felt so relieved, and they said to me, "Why dont you just accept them? if thats who you are then let them be". And that's what I did, i tried to accept them and it took 3 long years for them to actually talk to me in conversations, and now they don't hit me anymore. They're still a hand full everynow and then, but its nothing to hard for me to handle. I want to develop my relationship with them further if it's possible, i don't want to shun them, also i don't want to see a doctor either. I've heard of people coming to trems with their own voices in their heads and understanding them. I think trying to understand them and having some sort of mutual respect for eachother is way better then prescripted medicine. Please respond if you have any comments or advice for me. Also I would like to hear from anybody's point of view on wheather or not it's better for me to have mutual respect for the voices or just take medication, even though im still on the "mutual respect" side other then the "medication" side.View Thread
Does your brother take the medications as prescribed and on schedule? Do you know for certain??
The voices can be so many things: god/s, devils, aliens, Jesus, authority figures of some kind, etc. As far as I can tell, they are just symptoms.
When I was dealing with voices, I was in another world--I was not totally present in this world and very vulnerable. I was given medication that I came to take as prescribed and on schedule with positive results.
Also, to break away from the voices, I had to give myself reality checks, and that was the hardest thing I had ever done in my life. I still have to give myself reality checks.
I have friends who take medication, but not on schedule, they sleep all day, some even 18 or more hours a day, don't cook, don't eat right, don't stay hydrated, don't bathe, don't clean their clothes, isolate, don't go out, don't exercise, don't communicate and socialize, withdraw from their hobbies, don't see their medical doctor, etc, and are too afraid to trust a mental health professional to assist them, so they don't get help.
Some drink, which they should not do with medication. Some smoke incessantly. (And other people with mental illness that I've encountered, boast that illegal substances help them better than medication--But in reality, they are not being helped, and are harming themselves.)
They seem to interact only with the voice/s. Some of them just barely function.
It's not an easy thing to escape.
Medications vary by individual. It took 10 to 11 years of me suffering before they finally got my medication right.
I hope your brother can get help. For me and almost all of my friends, hospitalization gave us the ability to get the help we needed in a limited atmosphere--Too much was/is going on in our heads--Even though we weren't fond of being hospitalized, in the hospital, we were able to delete many of the external variables...
I hope you can attend support groups, such as the ones www.NAMI.org provides, for people who are dealing with a person who has a mental illness.
When your brother is stabilized, he might look to www.NAMI.org for support, as well.View Thread
What the doctors told you probably doesn't make sense. Why not ask them to explain it to you in layperson's terms so that you can understand and participate in your journey toward health.View Thread
I hope you have a mental health team you can trust, and that you can tell them everything.View Thread
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For you and his father , take the NAMI family to family class. Pot is poison for a schizo. His future sucess will be determined by how well he manages his condition, stays away from the drugs and alcohol and takes care of his body. For now you both need education via those two free programs.
He might get a lot of support and resources when he through a peer support group.View Thread
Do plenty of research on psychiatric conditions and medications.
I had to learn to trust my psychiatrists and therapists/social workers.
I had to and still have to take my medication religiously--It took about 11 years before they finally got the right combination of medication for me. It was a long time of suffering! but having the right medication is worth it.
Support groups are really helpful, too. www.nami.org is great--It helped me through the worst of times.
Having good friends and family that I trust is wonderful, too.View Thread
A lot of people I know, who keep stopping their medication every time they feel a little better, keep going through the "Revolving Door," in and out of the hospital forever, all because they feel stigmatized by their mental illness and psychiatric medication.
My doctor recently reduced my medication--I would not do this without my doctor's guidance--I've come too far in my recovery process to jeopardize it by fooling with my medication.
Wishing you good mental health.View Thread
i have also been experiencing a tone in my left ear as if i'm listening to something, as in a tone... what in the world could that be?View Thread
Recently i took a test to see if i have it or not and scored a 21 on it. The things i see are shadowy figures apparitions of small animalistic creatures, voices of close family friends and of those i dont know. and small black dots that shine, the counter part to the black dots are dots that are the same size but look like a minniture sun..All of this has happened before but has increased in frequency over the past Two years or so.View Thread
I frequently imagine myself blowing huge fake farts (ladies aren't suppose to make fart jokes, but we do) at them, or sarcastically telling them to f**k off. It took a long time, but for the most part they've learned that they cant really get to me, and are now in on it. Where they used to pop up and torture me now they just make wisecracks. Yes, I call them fairies.
Strange advice, for a strange world we live in.View Thread
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