You don't suck. Even if you have been faking it, there is something going on that is the reason you would do that. Seek some counseling. It sounds like there is some deep rooted issue that you have not dealt with properly. pray,speak to good friends, family. No one should judge you and those that love you will want to helpView Thread
I hope all has gotten better Shamma. Schizophrenics are so smart. My brother is and he has several college degrees. He just needs medication and regularly. You need to see your doctor and make sure you find right meds for you, this is a disease many people live with and are successfulView Thread
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