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I don't get on here enough. Sometimes I feel ok, but sometimes I just don't have time....
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I don't get on here enough. Sometimes I feel ok, but sometimes I just don't have time. (Which is probably good for me, busy is good.) This is one place where I feel safe and never judged. I don't know any of you but when I read and write in here I feel as though I am among friends. Everyone is here for their own reasons, but when you take time out to share positive thoughts with others you are making a difference.View Thread
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POSSIBLE TRIGGER It's nice to use caps and not be "yelling". So I met a guy on a...
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It's nice to use caps and not be "yelling".
So I met a guy on a well known dating website. The same guy as I have previously posted about. I really liked him, but we stopped talking for about a month, but started talking again recently. It's hard for me to meet people at all because I'm an introvert, but also because I have borderline personality disorder. We have been seeing each other regularly for the last two months or so, nothing too serious but I was hoping it would blossom.Tonight I got nosey, never good. I got back on the website where we met to check him out again. As it turns out he was on just about weeks ago, and had uploaded a new picture of himself. One that he took while we were supposed to be "together". I don't know if I should give up and move on, or give him a little credit. I know I over react to stuff like this, so I am trying to be calm. (And not cut the crap out of myself like I really want to. Good thing its 5AM and I want to go to bed! Priorities! Lol) What is your opinion? I value it it, from a group of people I have never met but are like minded and care. I am doing good by being calm right now, when really I want to go (never mind, I'll leave that out.) I might just sleep all day tomorrow
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It's nice to use caps and not be "yelling".
So I met a guy on a well known dating website. The same guy as I have previously posted about. I really liked him, but we stopped talking for about a month, but started talking again recently. It's hard for me to meet people at all because I'm an introvert, but also because I have borderline personality disorder. We have been seeing each other regularly for the last two months or so, nothing too serious but I was hoping it would blossom.Tonight I got nosey, never good. I got back on the website where we met to check him out again. As it turns out he was on just about weeks ago, and had uploaded a new picture of himself. One that he took while we were supposed to be "together". I don't know if I should give up and move on, or give him a little credit. I know I over react to stuff like this, so I am trying to be calm. (And not cut the crap out of myself like I really want to. Good thing its 5AM and I want to go to bed! Priorities! Lol) What is your opinion? I value it it, from a group of people I have never met but are like minded and care. I am doing good by being calm right now, when really I want to go (never mind, I'll leave that out.) I might just sleep all day tomorrow
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That made me smile. Thanks!
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That made me smile. Thanks!View Thread
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In your opinion...
[Trigger] I have been told by many councilors and doctors that I should attend some sort of church...
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[Trigger] I have been told by many councilors and doctors that I should attend some sort of church or religious services. The problem is I'm not a very religious person. Does anyone find that going to church helps their depression/self harm? Does it make you feel any better? I'm interested.View Thread
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You have a couple of really good points. Thank you.
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You have a couple of really good points. Thank you.View Thread
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So good (trigger, I think)
[Trigger] I was so good for so long. Every time I wanted to cut I thought about my 3 year old niece...
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[Trigger] I was so good for so long. Every time I wanted to cut I thought about my 3 year old niece and my boyfriend's 4 and 2 year olds. Not today though, I just couldn't take it anymore. I am babysitting for free for my BF, and his water gets shut off, so I can't flush the toilet or drink water. His son is being a little brat and won't listen to anything I say because he knows I can't do anything to him (Not even time out. "Don't try to parent them" he said to me.) I tried to call him and work and text him and he ignored me. I guess I'm not important enough to talk to. Even after I talked to him he acted like I was annoying him and no water wasn't a big deal. Went to the tool closet where I know he has an exacto knife. I'll stop there. I am at my wits end and I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to die, I want to feel better about things.View Thread
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