This is a hard pill to swallow cause we didn't expected this.Sitting here half the day trying to figure out what to say without crying.We haven't know each other that long but it hurts too much not to cry.Guess this is how it feels when they say someone or thing grabs a hold of your soul and never let go.You saw inside our souls,hurting hearts and shared yours.You drew out our fears,anger,deepest secrets,hidden feelings,when things didn't made sense you helped us figured them out.
You listened to us and didn't put a band-aid on our pain.Nothing about our life has been easy but you didn't let it keep you down.Many don't make it through and you have been that shining spirit which reach for us in the darkest corner. Taught us that whatever happen don't be afraid to breath cause it's gonna be a long,long journey.You made this place a comfort zone and your words are what bridge the distance between us.When we lost our foot hole you were here to lift us up stiffly and guide us through.We know it wasn't easy but you didn't steer away from the truth.
A person like you comes through very rare these days and that's why you are so very appreciative by many.You made a difference in so many and your best days are ahead of you.You are more than generous with your support,unconditional love,care,wisdom and put others pain ahead of yours without a hint of bitterness.You gave your best to make our lives so blessed.Won't deny it that your signature speaks the truth.you can tell everyone that has been touched by you from the trace.
Thanks is not a strong enough word for someone who has done so much for so many.For now we are gonna wish you well on your journey where ever you go.We are very proud and honored to have you here and warmth from your inner light.You have one beautiful soul that will be truly missed but your memories will fade with us.
It's raining and I REALLY DON'T LIKE IT'S JUST MAKING ME ANGER.Ran into the MOMster today and after getting home thought sleeping would help but no.Kitty the advice is not working anymore I'm ready to do something a little bit stupid.
Have been fighting so many things internally today.And Wyatt has had enough with the BS.Bout to switch up and it won't be pretty on this end for no one involve.View Thread
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Haven't been feeling well lately so that's why the late response.I'm not answering the other post cause it's triggering.Not because of your words but cause of my own doing.Issues I haven't dealt with and the closet door just flew open and the bones fell out.So don't think it was anything that you said to cause these feelings and emotions to surface. Plus I'm twelve kind of crazy internally and some don't get that to well.
I wanted to express that I have nothing but the utmost respect for the ladies on this board because of who they are.Now with this I wanna make sure I don't sidetrack you you with what is said.But on the other post we are gonna have to agree to disagree and here's why.
You spoke of your kids and sounds like you raised them well.You should be proud of the great job you've done by being great mother to them.In your case you have been blessed to bless someone else which is your family.No one had to tell you this because it was something you felt them moment when each one of them was placed into your arms.You knew that no matter what happen or didn't that you were gonna love,care and protect them.
Here's my where I am with my issue,I didn't do that.I knew what I had to do but didn't. Don't have any idea,not the slightest of where J is.For all I know I can pass my child on the streets and won't even know.I am a sorry excuse for mother and shouldn't be chatting with good people/mothers.And I disagree cause I'm not a child of god nor do I feel like one.If you want GOD to smile down on you then take care of his child and I didn't. I don't speak n the issue mainly cause I feel I have no right to talk about it.
This is a little longer than I intended so forgive and these thoughts are just feelings that I have been pushing down for awhile now.It's not your fault or anyone else's but mine and mine alone.I'm appreciative for having people that's willing to listen and respond when in need or whining about things.
I feel that like I always need to apologize for something even if I haven't done anything.I guess cuz I feel all I do is screw things and maybe the reason I don't let others too close.The way I see it,well you the place call hell?..........Well unfortunately I was sent from there.A never-ending cycle of being looked at as a product of Satan.A person feels that something is wrong with them when be straight with them or don't want to get involve.
But I understand to a certain degree when it comes to interacting with different people.Some will you they'll be there then turn around and won't even speak to you.And I'm assuming all responsibility cause there's a monster will in me that some see rather quickly.Most people don't have any use for damage things they will just look and go about their way. I've gotten that kind of look for a while now along with some ugly words.You know same stuff just different day.Heard some say your parents were wrong for what they did but they did me wrong to.So what does that say about them?..,.At least I feel like I belong in that circle of those kind of people.
I am only a disappointment to myself cause the rest don't care.So I'm relieve everyone of their duties of whatever they feel that have to say or do when it comes to me.So I guess I should apologize for being a savage beast.DON'T HAVE TO SAY ANYTHING JUST READ!!!!!!!!!!View Thread
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